I have been with my husband 15 years married 6 of those years we have 2 childrem 3 and 5.. i cheated on him 10 years ago . i also was caught talking to other guys afterwards. He remained distant for years so we separated for 3 months. The entire time he begged for me to come back. We got back together and got married ( he did better for 7 months) and had two kids. I changed my life and have apologized to him multiple times. I do not talk to guys on the phone or hang out. I support him in everything. I am completely honest and open about everything. He still has a wall up and is afraid to let me in. Even though he admits I'm changed but doesn't know if i will change again. What do I do? He is loving sometimes and brings up the past on how i hurt him. He's gotten better that he doesn't bring it up all the time. But it's frequent enough. He is not really affectionate and has triggers like seeing a car or hearing a name of one the guys i went out with. He doesn't completely trust me. I want my marriage i know he loves me but i cant live like this. Dealing with him holding back affection and randomly being mad at me for the past.
He said today he wanta to save up and leave in june. That he wants a connection with someone and he cant and dont know how to trust me... I'm devastated.. what do i do???
He is also not a believer of Christ
Anyone??? Help
He said today he wanta to save up and leave in june. That he wants a connection with someone and he cant and dont know how to trust me... I'm devastated.. what do i do???
He is also not a believer of Christ
Anyone??? Help