I've been struggling with a marijauana addiction for a few years that I've been attempting & trying to desperately to stop and today, after smoking a bowl & after being mean to my dog i decided that enough is enough and i need to stop smoking weed & having access to it once and for all. I prayed to God to help me get rid of my bowl (piece i smoke weed from) because that was the only way i would smoke is with that. I finally garnered enough courage after thoughtfully thinking through where i would go to destroy my bowl. I went to my park & after walking up to the bridge, i quickly plopped it through a hole in the ground into the water never to be seen again. It's funny, i ended it with a giggle & a laugh and I'm still smiling & laughing, not sad in the least! Though, it's finally hitting me that i will NEVER smoke out of that bowl again & that this cut the last of my ties to weed for good. It's going to be a hard withdrawal for the next few weeks, but i'm ready. I'm finally on a new path in life that i never thought i could make it too. I can feel the Holy Spirit in me as I'm typing this. Praise the LORD!
