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Meshavrischika

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Does anyone else have disturbing thoughts when they're manic? I don't get overly weird by most people's def. but some of my thoughts disturb me... like about other men I know (other than DH). It's just not typically me and I was wondering if this was normal or if it was more a manifestation of my own special bipolar problems.
 

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I don't know if it is normal for a bipolar, but I know when I get a bit racy, I have thoughts pop into my head that I would never think. I do not act upon them, but they upset me that they had been in my mind. I also have this problem when I am depressed. :)
so I'm not totally a freak...

I just wonder how much of this is me as a sinful person, and how much of it is my lack of control due to disease, or are they related?

Sometimes I feel like I am a bad person/christian because I have these ideas and thoughts.
 
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One thoughts like these that are so out of character and not like who you are and who you try to be are DISEASE. One of the things that so surprised me when my meds kicked in was how some of my out of character thoughts (anger and rage and my dh being incredible awful, marriage hopeless, etc) just disappeared! I PERSONALLY feel that Satan and his crew can use thoughts against us and influence us thru them even when they are disease related. So I use CBT with God'sWord and truths to battle these thougths as well as Bod's strength and identify them as disease related and try to choose not to act on them. Guilt-ah that is a deep well. The purpose of guilt is to turn us to God and His truth! WE ARE FORGIVEN< no need for guilt if we turn it over to God and actively pray to not act on these thoughts. You see we cannot add anything or TAKE ANYTHING AWAY from the COMPLETE price that Jesus paid at Calvary. Tis a mystery how we can continue to live and sin and be forgiven, but it is indeed a free gift and not performance based! Our enemy tries to tell us we are unacceptable, how could GOd ever love us when we (fill in the blank), what a horrible person we are. When you fell thse thoughts, and this guilt. . .RUN TO GOD and tell that ol enemy that you belong to God and you are beloved and forgiven and even say it out loud if you have to and begin to speak anything out that you remember out of the Bible about God and how much he loves you!!! (Tis what Jesus did when tempted!) When those diseased thoughts get to racing and filling my brain and feel uncontrollable I pray for God the Holy Spirit to help me to control these thoughts, to "take captive each thought in Christ Jesus" to "renew my mind" (both verses-look them up) and to help me be "strong for I am weak", etc and then I begin to review the truths I can trust, the ones found in the Bible. I also pray for God to battle against the enemy on my behalf. And to give me wisdom (James 1:5 I believe)

Just my two bits. Blessings and hugs and prayers!
 
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