So far, everyone I love are against to what I want to do, which I think the Lord wants me to do.
Here's the story.
It's not that I'm trying to brag but I'm a fairly good guitar player, and I ended up in a pretty good christian rock band. Well, I'm not officially in yet and I'm still making a decision.
These guys are legit christians and the vocalist had to interview me first to know if we were in the same page (If I was a saved christian). I told them that I used to play in a band before and did all some sinful stuff. But this time around, I don't want to play for self edification anymore, but instead, I want to play for the Lord. Yup, yup, yup, ever since I was saved, I changed.
And guess what, Christian Rock music/musicians were the tools that God used to bring me close to the Father. And now I want to return the favor.
But what I want to do requires a huge sacrifice. I'm gonna have to quit school and pro'lly quit my job if the band actually reaches even a small success. A couple of months from now, the band is going to be contacted by a record label and head south (I think. I don't remember where) to record an album. AFterwards, they're going to try to play the songs in some radio stations. And if everything goes according to plan, the band is going to start touring.
I couldn't make a decision so I ask some counselling from my mom and she said, "I'm worried. I don't know what to say." Obviously, she just said that she's against it, but "in a good way."
So.... I went to my pastor and he basically said the same thing. He said that he's got some cautionary red flags about it. He used Elvis Presley, Johnny Cash, and other musicians that grew up in church but ended up being miserable because of using their talent for themselves. He told me to evaluate things first: Is the band really for worshipping the Lord? Is it really a ministry of saving souls? Is it really a band build to give thanks and praise to God. I know he cares about me and he's doing his job to keep the devil from taking my soul, and I'm thankful for that, but I still have questions that need to be answered.
Elvis chose to play for himself, BUT I'M CHOOSING TO PLAY FOR THE LORD. Why won't God just say to me in a loud voice what I should do?
I've been praying about this for a long time now, and I just can't get a confirmation from the Lord if this is really my calling. It just doesn't make sense if I don't take the offer because this band is actually a band of saved Christians. But then again, my family, my pastor, and pro'lly my churchmates are against it.
Should I commit myself to this band and take a risky move or should I keep going to college and let a once in a lifetime opportunity pass?
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If you're going to argue with me that Rock music is the song for the devil, please don't bother to convince me that it is. God's got different soldiers for different battles. -- Chris Clonts of Decyfer Down.
Here's the story.
It's not that I'm trying to brag but I'm a fairly good guitar player, and I ended up in a pretty good christian rock band. Well, I'm not officially in yet and I'm still making a decision.
These guys are legit christians and the vocalist had to interview me first to know if we were in the same page (If I was a saved christian). I told them that I used to play in a band before and did all some sinful stuff. But this time around, I don't want to play for self edification anymore, but instead, I want to play for the Lord. Yup, yup, yup, ever since I was saved, I changed.
And guess what, Christian Rock music/musicians were the tools that God used to bring me close to the Father. And now I want to return the favor.
But what I want to do requires a huge sacrifice. I'm gonna have to quit school and pro'lly quit my job if the band actually reaches even a small success. A couple of months from now, the band is going to be contacted by a record label and head south (I think. I don't remember where) to record an album. AFterwards, they're going to try to play the songs in some radio stations. And if everything goes according to plan, the band is going to start touring.
I couldn't make a decision so I ask some counselling from my mom and she said, "I'm worried. I don't know what to say." Obviously, she just said that she's against it, but "in a good way."
So.... I went to my pastor and he basically said the same thing. He said that he's got some cautionary red flags about it. He used Elvis Presley, Johnny Cash, and other musicians that grew up in church but ended up being miserable because of using their talent for themselves. He told me to evaluate things first: Is the band really for worshipping the Lord? Is it really a ministry of saving souls? Is it really a band build to give thanks and praise to God. I know he cares about me and he's doing his job to keep the devil from taking my soul, and I'm thankful for that, but I still have questions that need to be answered.
Elvis chose to play for himself, BUT I'M CHOOSING TO PLAY FOR THE LORD. Why won't God just say to me in a loud voice what I should do?
I've been praying about this for a long time now, and I just can't get a confirmation from the Lord if this is really my calling. It just doesn't make sense if I don't take the offer because this band is actually a band of saved Christians. But then again, my family, my pastor, and pro'lly my churchmates are against it.
Should I commit myself to this band and take a risky move or should I keep going to college and let a once in a lifetime opportunity pass?
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If you're going to argue with me that Rock music is the song for the devil, please don't bother to convince me that it is. God's got different soldiers for different battles. -- Chris Clonts of Decyfer Down.