Lurking depression

[Aredhel]

"lurking" is the only word that comes to mind to describe this feeling.
I'll be having a good time, doing fun things with great people, and as soon as I slow down for a second, it hits me. I'll feel it. So sad, lonely, hopeless. My meds have helped me to become socially active, but now it's like my depression just chases me whereever i go, waiting for me to stop.
When I'm away, I feel homesick. When I'm home, I feel bored and hopeless with my life.
I just dont know what to do.
Today was my birthday, and as soon as I finished lunch with my mom, I was ready to start crying, because it was all over.

 

[Taylor43]

(((((((((((((((Hugs)))))))))))))))))))))))) Happy Birthday. I too have been so sad lately if you need to talk you can always pm me. Keeping you in my prayers

 

[Jeshu]

"lurking" is the only word that comes to mind to describe this feeling.
I'll be having a good time, doing fun things with great people, and as soon as I slow down for a second, it hits me. I'll feel it. So sad, lonely, hopeless. My meds have helped me to become socially active, but now it's like my depression just chases me whereever i go, waiting for me to stop.
When I'm away, I feel homesick. When I'm home, I feel bored and hopeless with my life.
I just dont know what to do.
Today was my birthday, and as soon as I finished lunch with my mom, I was ready to start crying, because it was all over.

Happy Birthday

You need an adjustment of your medications. I would go and visit the doctor if I was you.

Gerry

 

[eurekat]

i know how u feel, as soon as i'm alone in my room it all comes crashing down again. expect for tonight i confessed to my housemates for the first time that i was feeling so low had a bit of cry and a talk, and now when i'm here alone i don't feel quite so bad. i guess part of the reason i crashed so hard when i was alone was cos i was keping it a secret the rest of the time. but thats just me.

 

[Aredhel]

I DO need my meds adjusted. But I just can't be bothered to try, it took two years to convince my doctor I needed them in the first place, even though I was exhibiting many signs and have both a family history of depression and my parents violent divorce in my background.
I dont know what to do.

 

[UnitynLove]

Praying for you sis

 

[Jeshu]

I DO need my meds adjusted. But I just can't be bothered to try, it took two years to convince my doctor I needed them in the first place, even though I was exhibiting many signs and have both a family history of depression and my parents violent divorce in my background.
I dont know what to do.

I really advise you to visit your doctor even if it is going to be hard. Please consider, why be depressed if you don't have to be?

Gerry