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I decided to post a love letter that I wrote my fiance because I want to remember how much I appreciate him and I like to brag, also. LOL (BTW, in the letter, "K" is our good friend) Please feel free to post a love letter sent or received by you, or talk about a romantic love letter that you got.
David,
Hey Sweets! How ya' doin'? It is almost 1:30 a.m. and I am still not in bed; imagine that! Staying up so late over Thanksgivng break really messed up my sleeping pattern... or is it my brain still gabbing away? LOL, either way, I can't sleep. Good thing I didn't, because guess who called me?!?! K!!! LOL, Honey, I was SO excited to talk to him, you don't know how awesome it was to get a hold of him! We talked for a good twenty minutes and the whole time I was just grinning from ear to ear! It was truly awesome to hear from him after so long. I told him, "Any friend of David's is a friend of mine!"
We discussed several things, including the reasons why you didn't come here for Thanksgiving (most of which he already knew), and we both agreed that you ought to get out of Binghamton for a while. I want you to use that bus ticket to go to K's wedding, Honey. I really do. If that's what you want to do, then I say, go for it! You really need a good friend at your side at the moment and K wants you there at his wedding so bad! But if you go, promise me that you'll be careful and bring me back some pictures! I really encourage you to go!
I went to the mall and decided to blow the rest of my cash on the ring payment. It was $95 and I know you'll pay me back; I trust you with my money more than I trust me with it. I want to buy something for K and Tiffany and I still have to get some things for the trip (cameras, batteries, travel-sized hygiene products, etc.), so I'm hoping to pull a little extra cash outta my butt, 'cause I don't know where else it's going to come from; maybe mom might give me $20, and Jenny owes me $25, but I have to use that $25 for Christmas shopping...
I'm very concerned about you right now, Honey, and I expressed this concern to K; you are very stressed right now, I can tell, and maybe you're isolating yourself a bit... at least that's what I see from the outside. Maybe you're not trying to, but I know how it is when you need time to think; you want to be left alone for awhile. I look at all that's going on in your life, and I feel selfish for laying out all my problems in front of you rather than asking you about yours more. I see that you are hurting and it breaks my heart to know that I can't do anything about it. I'm actually sitting here crying right now because I just wish that things were okay in your life and you didn't have to worry about losing your job, that you didn't have to worry whether or not your grandfather was going to make your life a living hell, and you didn't have to worry how you were going to pay next month's bills. I would do anything for you, David, and it just stinks that I can't do more. I want to so bad. I want to take your pain away and I want you to be happy because all of this just dropped in on you like a bomb unexpectedly.
Talking to K tonight made me realize a few things. First of all, I really felt "closer to home" so-to-speak. I felt like I was talking to a really good friend and it just brought me back to Binghamton all over again... remember how we stayed up 'til, like, 4 in the morning talking and laughing and whatnot? I'll NEVER forget that... I had so much fun. It makes me think of our whole summer together and how happy we were and everything was okay... and I just wish it could be like that again. I remember before we even met, I could HEAR the smile in your voice (Okay, I'm still bawling! LOL) and I just want it to be like that again. I want you to be happy and I wish this world wasn't the way it was... I hate it causing you so much pain.
Second of all, talking to him tonight made me realize how BLESSED I am to have you in my life. I still CANNOT believe you chose me out of all other women in the world. I'm really, really grateful and appreciative of you in my life, and I really don't think God could've picked a better man for me, despite what others may say. I love you so much David, and I am completely devoted to you. Words can't express how much you mean to me; they're cliche and overused, so I want to show you how much I love you. I'll have my opportunity in December... I just know that when I get there, everything will be just like it was in July...
I'm sorry for every time I've been bratty, stubborn, immature, and selfish... I've only wanted what was best for you, but somehow, sometimes, I let it become more about me than you. I took a good look in the mirror earlier and realized how good I've got it, no matter what's going on in my life; not only are you my fiance, you are still my best friend and I want to feel the pain you feel because you are a part of me. Like I said before, you make me want to be better, but you also want to make me be the best, because that's what you are to me.
As far as the whole Christian thing goes, I still want you to know that it is a big deal to me. I see (and hope and pray) that God continues to work within you and hopefully, one day, He will successfully capture your heart. And I want this, not because of me, but because of you. I am not sorry for ever arguing with you and ever taking Christ's side when we've had our little debates, but I promise that I will be a little easier on you as far as God is concerned. However, I will continue to walk with God as humbly and as genuinely as possible (although I do have to work on that) so that I can be a good example to you and I will never hesitate to incorporate Christ into my life on a day-to-day basis. Just letting you know.
Alright Dear, I think I've put enough strain on your eyes for one e-mail; I thought I'd just let you know how I feel and what was going on. I hope you're taking care of yourself and eating right; I know you better as far as your eating habits; you tend to eat less when you're more stressed, but you really need to take care of you, okay? Eat something, even if it's just a little... don't make me send you cookies again!
I love you with all my heart.
Love,
Gina
David,
Hey Sweets! How ya' doin'? It is almost 1:30 a.m. and I am still not in bed; imagine that! Staying up so late over Thanksgivng break really messed up my sleeping pattern... or is it my brain still gabbing away? LOL, either way, I can't sleep. Good thing I didn't, because guess who called me?!?! K!!! LOL, Honey, I was SO excited to talk to him, you don't know how awesome it was to get a hold of him! We talked for a good twenty minutes and the whole time I was just grinning from ear to ear! It was truly awesome to hear from him after so long. I told him, "Any friend of David's is a friend of mine!"
We discussed several things, including the reasons why you didn't come here for Thanksgiving (most of which he already knew), and we both agreed that you ought to get out of Binghamton for a while. I want you to use that bus ticket to go to K's wedding, Honey. I really do. If that's what you want to do, then I say, go for it! You really need a good friend at your side at the moment and K wants you there at his wedding so bad! But if you go, promise me that you'll be careful and bring me back some pictures! I really encourage you to go!
I went to the mall and decided to blow the rest of my cash on the ring payment. It was $95 and I know you'll pay me back; I trust you with my money more than I trust me with it. I want to buy something for K and Tiffany and I still have to get some things for the trip (cameras, batteries, travel-sized hygiene products, etc.), so I'm hoping to pull a little extra cash outta my butt, 'cause I don't know where else it's going to come from; maybe mom might give me $20, and Jenny owes me $25, but I have to use that $25 for Christmas shopping...
I'm very concerned about you right now, Honey, and I expressed this concern to K; you are very stressed right now, I can tell, and maybe you're isolating yourself a bit... at least that's what I see from the outside. Maybe you're not trying to, but I know how it is when you need time to think; you want to be left alone for awhile. I look at all that's going on in your life, and I feel selfish for laying out all my problems in front of you rather than asking you about yours more. I see that you are hurting and it breaks my heart to know that I can't do anything about it. I'm actually sitting here crying right now because I just wish that things were okay in your life and you didn't have to worry about losing your job, that you didn't have to worry whether or not your grandfather was going to make your life a living hell, and you didn't have to worry how you were going to pay next month's bills. I would do anything for you, David, and it just stinks that I can't do more. I want to so bad. I want to take your pain away and I want you to be happy because all of this just dropped in on you like a bomb unexpectedly.
Talking to K tonight made me realize a few things. First of all, I really felt "closer to home" so-to-speak. I felt like I was talking to a really good friend and it just brought me back to Binghamton all over again... remember how we stayed up 'til, like, 4 in the morning talking and laughing and whatnot? I'll NEVER forget that... I had so much fun. It makes me think of our whole summer together and how happy we were and everything was okay... and I just wish it could be like that again. I remember before we even met, I could HEAR the smile in your voice (Okay, I'm still bawling! LOL) and I just want it to be like that again. I want you to be happy and I wish this world wasn't the way it was... I hate it causing you so much pain.
Second of all, talking to him tonight made me realize how BLESSED I am to have you in my life. I still CANNOT believe you chose me out of all other women in the world. I'm really, really grateful and appreciative of you in my life, and I really don't think God could've picked a better man for me, despite what others may say. I love you so much David, and I am completely devoted to you. Words can't express how much you mean to me; they're cliche and overused, so I want to show you how much I love you. I'll have my opportunity in December... I just know that when I get there, everything will be just like it was in July...
I'm sorry for every time I've been bratty, stubborn, immature, and selfish... I've only wanted what was best for you, but somehow, sometimes, I let it become more about me than you. I took a good look in the mirror earlier and realized how good I've got it, no matter what's going on in my life; not only are you my fiance, you are still my best friend and I want to feel the pain you feel because you are a part of me. Like I said before, you make me want to be better, but you also want to make me be the best, because that's what you are to me.
As far as the whole Christian thing goes, I still want you to know that it is a big deal to me. I see (and hope and pray) that God continues to work within you and hopefully, one day, He will successfully capture your heart. And I want this, not because of me, but because of you. I am not sorry for ever arguing with you and ever taking Christ's side when we've had our little debates, but I promise that I will be a little easier on you as far as God is concerned. However, I will continue to walk with God as humbly and as genuinely as possible (although I do have to work on that) so that I can be a good example to you and I will never hesitate to incorporate Christ into my life on a day-to-day basis. Just letting you know.
Alright Dear, I think I've put enough strain on your eyes for one e-mail; I thought I'd just let you know how I feel and what was going on. I hope you're taking care of yourself and eating right; I know you better as far as your eating habits; you tend to eat less when you're more stressed, but you really need to take care of you, okay? Eat something, even if it's just a little... don't make me send you cookies again!
I love you with all my heart.
Love,
Gina
