Hi Dan
I am not lonely or will give into feeling sorry for myself, there is no room for victimization in my life. My God is my Father, provider, judge and all that I need. My happiness or joy does not depend on what people do or not do. HE IS AWESOME but I had to invest time reading the word of God and draw closer to Him. As I invest time in His word, my mind and heart is transformed and a greater sense of peace is mine. As I am writing this and praying I would like to challenge you to be humble, submitted to God, be set free from the sins that envelope your life. Sometimes we love our sin too much to reject it and renounce it. think about it, and without hatred for your sins, satan has power over your mind, heart and soul. Choose today whom you will serve, you cannot have one foot in the world and another with God. Choooooooooooose and be willing to pay the price if you want the reward and the peace.