Longing for God

[soblessed53]

Yes, we have some wonderful brothers in Christ here!

 

[Graceful]

Let me arise from the floor my friends, where I have been worshipping and thanking God for you, to attempt to write a suitable reply,...

Ah, Yeshuah, the beautiful Oasis....it is so beautiful here with my sisters and friends who love you....we are filled with love for You and you lavish us with the delectable sweetness there in, it is better than the most excellent nectar...Could there be anything more beautiful? No, it cannot, I already know that answer, My Divine Beloved...Ah Yeshuah, I thank for those who are hear....who know, love and live in and for Your Love...Bless them, touch them, keep them and enfold them always in Your Love...Cause us to follow in the way of Love all the days of our lives...I love you Yeshuah, I love You!

Dear Servat4Yeshuah

You melted my heart with this reply. What a celebration of love that was. Yesterday I prayed in a small chapel and I found myself on the floor like you, I adored Him and also thanked for your love and the grace that allowed you to respond to that prayer. SO may the Lord, our Beloved be blessed, adored and praised in our hearts and all those who seek to serve Him in humility. I will gladly visit your ocean of tears which are probably transformed into graces and mercy for your soul and those around.


May His mercy and love flow and never stop, may every soul experience it’s depths, its power. May our hearts be a sanctuary of thanksgiving.

I can almost picture you trying to hide your conversation with Jesus from your family, it is a sweet gift to be able to live this interiour life hiding the very secrets of it from the eyes of those around. He is all that we should live for, there is no other.


Grace

 

[Graceful]

absolutely beautiful...from your heart straight to the heart of jesus. praise him for the love and concern for others that he has graced you with. i could use more of that love.

kiss

so we pray for us all to be able to love even more. Thank you again, BTW, I know you .

Grace

 

[kisstheson]

kiss

so we pray for us all to be able to love even more. Thank you again, BTW, I know you .

Grace

i know you too! glad to see you here!

 

[Graceful]

i know you too! glad to see you here!

Thanks. I would say that I know you much more than just know you. As I shared with you before I don't have much time for discussion forums but reading the first sharing in this thread I decided to post so here I am. Good people helped me with blessings so I have a nice avatar and a lady dressed in green . May God bless you all and help all of us fall in love deeper and deeper each day.


Grace

 

[kisstheson]

funny. when i saw this thread i wished you were here at this forum because i knew you would enjoy this topic. you look lovely in your new green dress!

 

[Servant4Yeshuah]

My God

O my Jesus, could anything separate us from Your Love? Is there a force in this Universe that would take You away from before my eyes, from my very heart? Is there a power grater that You are? O no Lord, You are the only One. You take me into Your strong arms and carry Yourself into Eternal Home of Love. I love you so much and I love You for ever. I see such a joy in Your eyes but also tears . Why tears, O love? We are finally and for ever One.

I know, I see them too. How blessed are those who love, how blessed are those who choose God. How sad is the end of those who choose the prince of this world. Can You do something about it?. Can You help them, I beg. Nothing is impossible for those who trust. I beg, save them, somehow. You are God, You can find a way. I am standing here with the chalice of Your Blood and ask. Save them my Jesus, for Your name’s sake.

I can hear Your Heart, their free will is driving them deeper and deeper into darkness. Is there any hope?. You shine in the darkness so if I go with my heart filled with your light into their darkness and allow You to shine, can you do something?. Do not let them die. Die for all Eternity, they are Yours but they don’t know it.

I can hear Your Heart again, their choice is to hate not to love. But maybe they haven’t experienced any love, maybe they were not shown how to love. Have mercy on their poor souls, rescue them from hell into which they choose to go. Is not Your grace stronger than their stubbornness, Your love more powerful than their hate?.

O Divine Prisoner, I know nothing but love . Souls are made one with You through the bond of love. But if there is no love? What if souls don’t recognize love?. What will happen to them?. Jesus, I will carry them in my heart. To be one with You I must carry them too. I don’t want them to die, you will do something I trust.

O Creator of all, O Ancient One, O Lamb of God I can not be happy for all Eternity without seeing them with You You desire our happiness, don’t You. Your Heart bled on the Cross for them telling me to believe in the impossible. You can save them.

Beloved, I am LOVE and they do not love. To be one with me a soul must choose to love.

Jesus, I trust in You. You can do all things. You can give them a second chance.

Grace

[/QUOTE]

You are truly beautiful...May the Lord bless you

 

[Servant4Yeshuah]

awww... i absolutely love this. he is sooo kind. sounds like something he would say. i'm sure jesus is comforted by your tears. who knows...perhaps he loves to take a swin in that ocean. blessings!

p.s. i hve a poem that jesus gave me and in one of the lines jesus asks, have you oceans for my need...

i would love to post it for you but right now i'm still the one-hand-wonder as long is my arm is in this sling. i can't type caps, quotes, question marks or any such thing. yup. patience is a virtue.

p.s.s. yes! praise god for the gents at the deeper life forum!

How are you feeling? I am still praying that you continue on the mend.
Here is a King sized hug for you. (avoiding all the sore spots of course)

 

[kisstheson]

How are you feeling? I am still praying that you continue on the mend.
Here is a King sized hug for you. (avoiding all the sore spots of course)

wow! i'll take that hug. i'm feeling better but the real test will be dec. 27 when i see the doc. thanks for your prayers!

 

[Servant4Yeshuah]

Dear Servat4Yeshuah

You melted my heart with this reply. What a celebration of love that was. Yesterday I prayed in a small chapel and I found myself on the floor like you, I adored Him and also thanked for your love and the grace that allowed you to respond to that prayer. SO may the Lord, our Beloved be blessed, adored and praised in our hearts and all those who seek to serve Him in humility. I will gladly visit your ocean of tears which are probably transformed into graces and mercy for your soul and those around.


May His mercy and love flow and never stop, may every soul experience it’s depths, its power. May our hearts be a sanctuary of thanksgiving.

I can almost picture you trying to hide your conversation with Jesus from your family, it is a sweet gift to be able to live this interiour life hiding the very secrets of it from the eyes of those around. He is all that we should live for, there is no other.


Grace

You are so very beautiful. The Lord has blessed me in this forum. I had to laugh about the last sentence in your post. Actually they are used to seeing me talk to Yeshuah out loud or getting what they call that "Other Zone" look in my eyes. I have a room set aside in my house for prayer, so I do go in there many times to be lost in prayer and worship and to share secrets that are for Yeshuah alone. Thanks again.

 

[Graceful]

You are so very beautiful. The Lord has blessed me in this forum. I had to laugh about the last sentence in your post. Actually they are used to seeing me talk to Yeshuah out loud or getting what they call that "Other Zone" look in my eyes. I have a room set aside in my house for prayer, so I do go in there many times to be lost in prayer and worship and to share secrets that are for Yeshuah alone. Thanks again.

I thank Jesus that He gave you that special place to worship. Like you said, there are secrets of which only He knows and of which we would not desire to speak even to those closest to our hearts.

'Other Zone' nice way to put it With me they say that I am not present but sleeping in Him unaware of all that surrounds me. How ever we see it, the time is His and His is the pleasure to receive our undivided attention. Don't we owe Him that?. He created us in love, brought us into this world in love, gave His blood so we could be pure , how not to loose ourselves in Him?

Giving to all and still only His, captured in the secret room of His deep desire for intimacy. Divine mystery which I will never fully fathom but which we can live in His grace.

Thank you for sharing, you are a beautiful soul in Him.

Grace

 

[Graceful]

O Jesus

What can I give You for Your birthday? I gave You my heart, my mind, my soul. You are the absolute owner of my whole being. So what else could I give as a gift?

I know.......in all that I am in You there is a space for much more. Open my heart to a new grace, grace which I have never touched before. Let me fall in love even deeper. Surprise me my Love with your desire for my soul. Let me know You better. I am limited, You are God of infinite beauty. Allow me to be like You. Help me to love the lost, those in need and to see you in every soul created in Your own image. My Lord and Beloved. I am lost without You.

Grace

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This Christmas Jesus has brought to my heart another gift of love for His Beloved Father. He allowed me to see His great desire to thank Him for His Son. In Jesus' love I long to sing a thanksgiving canticle to our Father, who is the giver of the greatest gift, Jesus Himself. Such a joy to see their smiles, their joy. Father and Son and always ONE loving all their children, no matter if they are good or bad.

This is what I desire for Jesus the most, to allow Him to lift up in my soul the mane of our Beloved Father, who is always here for us. Always caring, always forgiving, always hoping to give more to our longing hearts. Jesus is gently bringing into Himself many souls so they could recognize His great desire for the glory of God and God alone. May I be faithful and always silent enough to hear that great jubilee which He lifts up on our behalf to the majesty of the Most High, our only Love.

I thank Jesus for being so gentle, so loving, so giving, for helping me/us to respond. I ask for the grace to live in this gift and to see its beauty.

Grace

 

[kisstheson]

love the picture grace! thanks!

 

[Graceful]

love the picture grace! thanks!

You are welcome.



BTW and I thought that I loved God the Father so very much, more than life itself.....( I truly do) but Jesus has shown to me that He can make me fall in love so much deeper. All for Him, who is so beautiful.



Grace

 

[Servant4Yeshuah]

Dear Friends
With the encouragement of some of you (thank you) and the gentle urgings of Yeshuah the beloved. I have been lead to begin to share my testimony. I hope not to bore anyone. I will tell what happened in 2 ways. What happened in this world and what was happening in the spiritual world.

She was a young girl from a wealthy Castillian family. He was an older man, married, fairly well to do, but he was from the south of Spain and probably at least a quarter Moorish. This was not acceptable to her family. This ill fated couple conceived a child, and upon realizing this, the girl tried to keep it a secret from all. She broke off her relationship with the man and hid her condition from her family. Eventually she was found out and the truth came out. Her family took her to the family doctor to see if they could obtain an abortion.(illegal then and now in Spain) He referred the family whose concern was to maintain the "station in life" for the young girl and to abort this child who may come into the world with dark hair and eyes. And to keep others of their class from finding out the girls fall from grace.

The trip to the abortionist was arranged and the family took the girl. The abortionist was dismayed and told the family that they had waited too long and she would need to carry the child to term. Horrified, the family arranged to send the girl to live with relatives in the countryside. They announced to her family that she would be travelling abroad, and indeed after the delivery a few months later they made good on their promise to travel abroad to maintain appearances.

The birth pains began and the girl was seen to by the loving hands of the midwife. For 3 days she was able to hold her baby girl. The family was notified and they made arrangements to travel. Continued in next post

 

[Servant4Yeshuah]

The family arrived to take the girl home. They looked at the little child sleeping in their daughter arms and determined that this child needed to be gotten rid of.
The child was a girl, with dark curls,large almond shaped dark eyes and olive skin.

The family informed the girl of their decision. With many tears she reluctantly agreed to their wishes, and they made an arrangement to give the child away. Concerned with their reputation, they told the family in the country side and the girl that they had made arrangements to give the child to a good family. Unfortunately this was a lie.

The family provided the girl with a fine suit of clothing for the child. The girl dressed the child in the pink dresses and pinned a note inside of her clothing, unknown to her family. The note mentioned the name she chose for the child, the date of her birth and information about the girl and the man, without giving the names of those concerned.

 

[azzy]

Well,it sounds like you are really in love with God,and that has to be good.
I wonder if God feels that way about you?With so many people who love him,how does he keep up with them all?

I wonder if God longs to see you in heaven too?where he can show you all his glory,and impress you,like a bridegroom impresses his love,and looks for the day when he can hold her in his arms ,and become more personal than ever.

I wish I could say the same thing,but I have so many other longings ,that I cant sort them all out.But God is daily in my thoughts.

The other day my heart heard a song,and I wanted to worship God,I asked him to help me remember the song I heard,and went to work singing it for a while.
But it was soon forgotten,when all the cares of my job came flooding in,you know what I mean?

I long for the supernatural things in life too,But have always been that way.
Ohwell.

 

[ILoveYeshua]

John 21:15-17 So when they had dined, Yeshua said to Simon Peter, "Simon, son of Jona, lovest thou me more than these?" He saith unto him, "Yea, Lord; thou knowest that I phileo thee." He saith unto him, "Feed my lambs." (16) He said to him again the second time, "Simon, son of Jona, lovest thou me?" He said unto him, "Yea, Lord; thou knowest that I love thee." Yeshua said unto him, "Feed my sheep." (17) He said unto him the third time, "Simon, son of Jona, lovest thou me?" Cephas was grieved because he said unto him the third time, "Lovest thou me?" And he said unto him, "Lord, thou knowest all things; thou knowest that I love thee." Yeshua said unto him, "Feed my sheep."

Lovest thou Him? He knows you do. Feed his lambs.

 

[Servant4Yeshuah]

The girls family then took the child away to another town and left her in the middle of the wintery night on the doorsteps of a church. They hoped that she would die and their shame would be erased.

In the spritual world the angel Theophilus asked:

"My Lord, what are you doing?" Abba replied, "I am creating a beloved for My Son".

"But Lord, look, they are not married and this is sin, is it not?" the angel inquired.

Abba replied "This child is not for sin, she is for My Son. This sin will not prevail dear angel."

The angel watched in awe as Abba extended His hand and touched His thumb to the egg and His small finger to the sperm and in one quick motion joined the two. He spoke to His creation. "You do not know it yet, but you will know soon that sin did not create you, it was I that created you."

The angel looked as life began. "My Lord, what will happen to her. Her family will come against her and she will be abandoned. Why have you allowed this?"

Abba replied gently, "I told you, Theopilus my dear angel. I have created a beloved for My Son. Yes she will be abandoned and will have no one. No one.... except...Her Father."

Theophilus looked puzzled, "Her father?..."

"Be calm my friend" Abba interrupted, "She will listen to My voice very soon and will know that I am her Father. And she will fall in love with My Son, very soon."

"Forgive me Lord, but she will be alone. Who will protect her? The evil one has already tried kill her and she is not yet born." The angel asked concerned.

"Ah yes, Theophilus. Now you ask the right question. You are the one who will be sent to help guide her. You." Abba replied smiling as though He had a great secret.

 

[Servant4Yeshuah]

Abba smiled at Yeshuah and said, " Look, My Son. I have created a beloved one for You. She will love You."

Yeshuah responded with longing, "How beautiful my father..."

Back in the earthy realm.

The child shivered on the steps of the church. A nun seeking to pray before returning to the convent saw the basket on the steps of the church. She thought it was a basket of food for the needy until she saw the basket move. And then she heard it cry. She hurried to basket and saw the little child. Gathering up the child she knocked furiously on the parsonage. The priest came to the door, and seeing the nun's worry and her bundle quickly opened the door.
The kindly sister gently took the child out and cuddled her cold little body. She bustled about the kitched and prepared a bottle for this little one. She would take the child to the orphanage in the morning.

The following morning the nun made good on her plans and took the child, now in need of having her nappies changed, to the nursery in the orphanage. The nun helped to change to wet child and discovered the note pinned inside of the dress. Reading it she felt pity and determined to keep this for the child.

In the spiritual world

Theophilus quickly attended to his charge. He whispered to the nun passing by. "Go and pray for just one moment." The nun heard him and responded, "good idea." Theophilus watched relieved as the nun cared for the little child.
The orphanage was a good one, but Abba had told him that many challenges would await him in the foster homes.

More next time