Life is in the blood

[zach22]

I dan't wanna go into what started it, honestly im not 100% sure. all i know is one day i was bleeding and all i could do was stare at it. <staff edit> I fell in love then with blood,<staff edit> i hear a little voice in my head remind me "life is in that blood", the few who i have told my sick fetish says its sick, wrong, and that i need help. honestly tho i dont really see a problem with it. im the only one hurting <staff edit>. but whatever my buddy told me i sould seek help so hello here i am...any advice? am i really that bad? am i crazy like everyone says?

 

[avengeusa]

i got caught up in that pretty bad when i was a kid, walked away from it for a long time, probably 15-18 years.... had a relapse of sorts, it all came back with a vengeance, I have stopped, but have discovered that for me it was a very strong influence from a friend, this friend brought a lot of bad things into my life, so not i am seeking God, and have done an inventory of my life, I have been removing things that are not of God, this friend is under heavy spiritual influences..... its all spiritual

Seek God, cut out the bad in your life, the wrong friends/music/and other things can be like a cancer