I never have, Hetta, but I already know that I use food as an emotional crutch. I've kept food logs before, and found it helpful to realize just how many calories get snuck in each day via snacks and drinks and such. I've also got serious portion control issues. Even if I'm eating something healthy, I have to fight the urge to have like, a double portion. I'm addicted to feeling "full", so I tend to eat more than I need because if I don't feel full, I feel like something's wrong. But I'm becoming much more aware of this, and now I'm starting to make conscious choices to take less, even if every fiber of my being is screaming "NO, TAKE MORE! You'll be hungry! It's not enough!" Sigh. I've used the act of eating, and especially the sensation of eating till I'm full, as a sort of coping drug throughout my life. And the ironic thing is, when I do make the conscious choice to eat a normal-sized portion, I almost always feel completely satisfied afterwards, I don't feel like I was deprived. So it's really a mental/brain thing, not a hunger thing. Sad, isn't it? At least now I'm aware, and able to fight back. This is why compulsive eating and other food addictions are so complex and so much more than just a matter of "changing habits". There are underlying mental and emotional and psychological factors at work that need to be addressed.