Lately I have just felt my life pick up, I just have felt everything fill up with energy and love and life. I feel so alive. I really do, and I sit here wondering what it could be. God always plays a huge factor everyday. Infect sometimes the only factor. But lately I think its the people around me that I have just learned to care about more. In one case there is this girl I am crazy about. Her name is Kiera, and I just cant over the fact that God blessed me such a beauty and intelligent Angel. Really! She is so amazing! I cant believe how lucky I am. She has taken my life and in the past two months has made me feel good again. A long time ago I thought I was in love and thought to myself that nothing could beat it. Then I got my heard broken. And since then I was just afraid and I still am afraid. I am afraid to give whats left of my heart to a girl I barely get to see. But if I care for her this much and I barely see her then I will love her so much more if I can see her all the time! I just wish I could spend my life being as happy as I am now. I am afraid but all great things have to be feared before they become great.