- Dec 13, 2015
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Ok so, I sin. A lot. Join the club right? But, here's the thing not only do I sin without thinking about it and I'm filled with remorse to the point of repentance constantly. I desire to live a Godly life and obey Jesus's commands but my Christian walk is filled with nothing but sin. My question is this, just what is "living in sin"? Is it normal to be a child of Jesus yet, sin like the devil? I know the gospel. I know that Jesus died for the sins of the elect past,present, and future. But, is it really repentance when I keep committing the same sins over and over again? Surely you'd think there is a point where you sin outside of God's grace. Yes, I know Jesus died for the elect. I'm confident that I am one of the elect. But, the Bible tells us to examine ourselves and all I see from self examination is I do a lifetime full of failure. All I see is me constantly breaking God's law. All I see is me sinning without even caring about the consequences until the Holy Spirit makes me feel like I'm dead inside.
If God told me on judgement day that I wasn't one of his followers and I'm going to hell my response would not be "look at what I've done." My response would be "you're right. I've done nothing but live in sin and your judgement against me is just".
Because let's face it ALL of humanity has fallen short of the glory of God. To get into heaven you have to be perfect making salvation without Jesus impossible. We ALL deserve hell for breaking God's law. If I was punished for my sins than I would only be getting what I deserve for sinning against God and breaking his law.
So what defense do I have without Jesus? I don't. Nobody on this planet gets injustice. God is a perfect and righteous judge afterall. Idk. I don't think it's repentance when I commit the same exact sins over and over and over again. I'm supposed to have victory over many of my sins right?
If God told me on judgement day that I wasn't one of his followers and I'm going to hell my response would not be "look at what I've done." My response would be "you're right. I've done nothing but live in sin and your judgement against me is just".
Because let's face it ALL of humanity has fallen short of the glory of God. To get into heaven you have to be perfect making salvation without Jesus impossible. We ALL deserve hell for breaking God's law. If I was punished for my sins than I would only be getting what I deserve for sinning against God and breaking his law.
So what defense do I have without Jesus? I don't. Nobody on this planet gets injustice. God is a perfect and righteous judge afterall. Idk. I don't think it's repentance when I commit the same exact sins over and over and over again. I'm supposed to have victory over many of my sins right?