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okay, i feel kind of stupid. and i haven't been in recovery for months because it made me feel horrid before.
there was a death in my family a few weeks ago, and it greatly affected me. i've still yet to get over it.
next, there was great drama at a summer camp that resulted in me SIing for the first time in a while.
now i am having difficulty communicating and stuff with other people at high school. i am a freshman and already i am made fun of. i have resolved to shut up and stare at the table.
for some reason i am fairly certain that this winter i will fall back into my old ways.
there was a death in my family a few weeks ago, and it greatly affected me. i've still yet to get over it.
next, there was great drama at a summer camp that resulted in me SIing for the first time in a while.
now i am having difficulty communicating and stuff with other people at high school. i am a freshman and already i am made fun of. i have resolved to shut up and stare at the table.
for some reason i am fairly certain that this winter i will fall back into my old ways.
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I do want to make friends -- it's just hard for me. I was raised Baptist, but don't really feel as if I belong in a Baptist church anymore -- I don't really identify with some of there beliefs. Truth is, I don't really know where I belong -- I'm still a Christian but sometimes still struggle with my faith.