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All, we are blessed to be on this site.
I wish I wouldn’t have to talk about myself because a Christian should focus on helping others. But it is hard to help others if you yourself have issues, right?
The reason i looked up this forum is that I have been struggling a very long time, decades. The more I try to get near God, the worse things usually get for me. i honestly think I need deliverance but my pastor is not willing, and he in fact stopped answering my emails after I asked.
I feel a bit stuck, like God is helping everybody else but me.. I don’t know what demon is on me but clearly I have issues getting my message through. People have prayed and prayed over me in the past, I have stopped drinking, stopped sinning as much as I can manage, tried a lot of things , and reading scriptures daily but somehow I am still struggling
I wish I wouldn’t have to talk about myself because a Christian should focus on helping others. But it is hard to help others if you yourself have issues, right?
The reason i looked up this forum is that I have been struggling a very long time, decades. The more I try to get near God, the worse things usually get for me. i honestly think I need deliverance but my pastor is not willing, and he in fact stopped answering my emails after I asked.
I feel a bit stuck, like God is helping everybody else but me.. I don’t know what demon is on me but clearly I have issues getting my message through. People have prayed and prayed over me in the past, I have stopped drinking, stopped sinning as much as I can manage, tried a lot of things , and reading scriptures daily but somehow I am still struggling