Just happened.

[Fowler]

Hey.

After being filled with thoughts of different kind( lack love, solitude, destiny, girlfriend... sorry i cant enlist them all. And I am not going to tell...sorry) i have just <staff edit>. After dreadful pain I... felt relief! I mean all that disturbing elements were gone! I have simple forgot them. I felt like nothing which could be hostile to me. Feeling mental relief after phys pain is...? I have just self-injured? I mean I understand that deliberately just caused pain to me by myself. But suprisingly I felt peace... Is it? I simply have no clue. Did any1 feel like this? So its mental ...?
Thanks for help in advance.

 

[dreamchildattucus]

well when a person gets hurt it releses a hormone and the same for when you cut it's suposed to make you feel better- not hurt so much. so yes it's normal for you to feel better. that is why it is so hard to quit cutting...

 

[Fowler]

Hey! Thank you for respond. I also read some articles on it. eeh well now have to deal with it. Confused and desperate. For some period I was able to keep that thoughts... but this evening i was just... <staff edit>

 

[Criada]

I'm sorry you are in so much pain.
Self injury does bring a temporary relief, but it really isn't worth the pain and distress it can cause in the long term. It is an addiction, and very hard to stop... please don't carry on to that point!
It's a way of dealing with issues and emotional pain, but it isn't a healthy way. Are you seeing a doctor or counselor about the way you are feeling? They can help you to deal with whatever is causing you to do this, to deal with depression and hurt in a way which is constructive rather than destructive.
I hope that you can escape from this before you become any more entangled in it, and that you can find other ways to achieve peace with yourself.