Well, right now I just need to vent and just let it all out. I know I have friends that I can talk too, but I just hate interfering with anyones lives just because I have to talk to them. It's silly and I know this they are great friends, but this is just me.
I really hate were I am working at right now, it is just making matters worse for my side of the situation. I could just quite, but I'm not that type of worker in the first place and I would feel horrible about it in the first place. Anyways, I hate my job as of right now, for many different reasons, 1. I hurt my back at work a few weeks ago I told my manager on duty, she didn't tell me anything to do as far as reporting it on the job, so I went to the hospital and such for it just a few weeks later (last week) and I got a doctor's note excusing me from any struss work. NOW I feel like I'm hated/disliked around my main coworkers during the dayshift because I can't do the most hated part of the job. So I feel gulity for noting beable to do this. If you want to know I work at Auntie Anne's, the pretzel shop in most malls around the country, the rolling of the pretzels for my dayshift is the rolling of the pretzels.
To top that off I am trying to find another job, I'm worried about our finances, and of course I'm worried about Aaron being overseas. I know that he is fine, I talk to him daily, but still without him helping me out with finaces, daily house chores, lawn work etc. it just adds to the pile of stress, as well as trying to stay on a healthy diet. So to add to all that I feel like my emotions are spirling downhill.
Like I said now I just need to vent it all out. I hope to get to talk to a friend sometime soon, but like I said I hate to interfere on anyone.
I really hate were I am working at right now, it is just making matters worse for my side of the situation. I could just quite, but I'm not that type of worker in the first place and I would feel horrible about it in the first place. Anyways, I hate my job as of right now, for many different reasons, 1. I hurt my back at work a few weeks ago I told my manager on duty, she didn't tell me anything to do as far as reporting it on the job, so I went to the hospital and such for it just a few weeks later (last week) and I got a doctor's note excusing me from any struss work. NOW I feel like I'm hated/disliked around my main coworkers during the dayshift because I can't do the most hated part of the job. So I feel gulity for noting beable to do this. If you want to know I work at Auntie Anne's, the pretzel shop in most malls around the country, the rolling of the pretzels for my dayshift is the rolling of the pretzels.
To top that off I am trying to find another job, I'm worried about our finances, and of course I'm worried about Aaron being overseas. I know that he is fine, I talk to him daily, but still without him helping me out with finaces, daily house chores, lawn work etc. it just adds to the pile of stress, as well as trying to stay on a healthy diet. So to add to all that I feel like my emotions are spirling downhill.
Like I said now I just need to vent it all out. I hope to get to talk to a friend sometime soon, but like I said I hate to interfere on anyone.
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