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If your talking about a woman, yes...Subtle as a sledgehammer. So we've moved beyond endless peripheral synchronicity to being directly confronted on a message board with a post describing my situation from a person whose name and signature a blatant parallels. All to direct me back to Daisy, am I reading this correctly? Feel free to jump in and say "I don't know what you're talking about" or "that's not what I'm saying at all" to stop me if that's not what I'm supposed to be getting from this deluge of synchronizations. Because after dragging myself away from her and spending months untangling - because I was told to 'say goodbye to her' - only to have me turn around and go back?
I presume you know what I'm talking about. If not, I apologize. It's difficult for me to tell who is being directly used by God of their own knowledge, and who is being unwittingly used without their knowledge. At any rate, I would gather from your posts using phrases like "quickening" that you must at least understand my situation since you either seem to be experiencing a very similar situation, or are just talking about my situation in order to catch my attention.
It only took me 24 hours to write those two paragraphs.
If your talking about a woman, yes...
And, being told to let her go, yes, for now...
For now he told me to let her go and set her free for now, that he wants to work on and with both of us, alone, right now... He told me about that phrase "If you love something set it free" and how he wanted me to do that right now, and seek to deepen my relationship with him right now... And, he said "And, if it returns to you later on, then it truly loves you...?" I said "Yes...?" then he said "And, if it doesn't then it never really loved you to begin with...?" I said "Yes...?" Then he told that I can't make her love me the way I want to be loved by someone, and to not try anymore right now, he told me I can't do anything right now, but perhaps he can, and to leave it (her) and myself, in his hands right now...
And if it (she) doesn't return to you, why would you want something or someone that never really loved you in the first place, that you have to try and "make" love you, or "force" to be loving/gentle or kind in general... I told him he was right, and he instructed me to let him try with her, and for me not too right now, and to trust him... He also said, "If she doesn't return to you, then I'll have better things in store, or a better person in store for you at that time, just "trust me please..." (He said) and I have agreed, hard as it is...
He told me it would get easier, and that, heck, you might even find out that you don't want her anymore, which is OK, son, don't think that would be wrong, if that's what you find out... You might want somebody else, or you might not want another mate at all... If you do decide that, (cause he knows I'm kinda feeling this way right now), if you do, please don't think that's wrong, or feel embarassed or ashamed cause your unsure that you might not want another mate, or to ever get romantically involved with anyone ever again... If your just fine, or better off without it, and much happier even, then don't be embarassed or ashamed of that, it's not a weakness, it's a strength... Some people can't do it, some people can, and you might be one of the latter, don't feel bad about that if that winds up being the case please...
Eros Love is highly overrated anyway, and many put way too much emphasis or importance on it... If it's not that important to you, then that is a strength, not a weakness... Most people only want it to try and satisfy and emptiness their feeling that can only truly be satisfied by God anyhow, which you have...
And, most only want it cause they don't want to be alone, but you don't have that problem, don't feel bad about it, if that's what you end up deciding... You also may only feel that way right now, temporarily, because of what you've been through with her specifically, please don't judge all women based on that please... You may find later on that you'll change your mind and want a romantic relationship again, or, you may not, don't worry about it for now, ok...?
God Bless!
I once had a theory that God was influencing our popular entertainment, as if there were a kind of "Hidden messages" in them, that parallel a true biblical belief or interpretation, and use to see it quite a bit, when I used to watch a lot of popular movies and entertainment, and yes, it can "turn your hair white" so to speak...Thanks for your words. It is about a woman, yes; but not only about "Eros love" (though I admit I became quite, enamoured with her) but moreso about your topic, about needing to, stop running and "face the agents"; more, Neo and Mila Kunis (Jupiter Ascending). I have never met her in "real life", only online for a brief period of a couple of months. But suffice it to say, it was quite a powerful experience. Reality-bending, you might say. The kind of experience that had the Hand of God, and biblical prophecy stamped all over it. When I'm saying, a deluge of synchronicites, I'm meaning the kind of stuff that could turn your hair white. The kind of off-the-charts happenings that made me seriously question Who is this girl?, Who am I? and what in the name of God is happening?
But, you know what? I've said too much as it is. Apparently, you're not knowingly drawing my attention, so it's best just forget about everything I've said. But I thank you for your words.
Acts 19:13- "Then some of the itinerant Jewish exorcists took it upon themselves to call the name of the Lord Jesus over those who had evil spirits, saying, “We exorcise you by the Jesus whom Paul preaches.”
Acts 19:14 "Also there were seven sons of Sceva, a Jewish chief priest, who did so."
Acts 19:15 "And the evil spirit answered and said, “Jesus I know, and Paul I know; but who are you?”
Acts 19:16 "Then the man in whom the evil spirit was leaped on them, overpowered them, and prevailed against them, so that they fled out of that house naked and wounded."
Acts 19:17 "This became known both to all Jews and Greeks dwelling in Ephesus; and fear fell on them all, and the name of the Lord Jesus was magnified.
There first mistake was by saying "by the Jesus whom Paul preaches..." They did not claim, or perhaps have in them or know of having, a personal relationship with Jesus themselves personally... Their next mistake, thinking by claiming and using Paul's name and authority, another intercessor besides Christ, that they could do what they had seen that Paul had done and was doing...
I find it interesting how the evil spirit answered them, saying "Jesus I know, Paul I know; but, who are you? (I don't "know" you, who are you...?) I often wondered if not only do you have to have a personal relationship with Christ, and know him and his power and authority over wicked, evil, or unclean spirits, by this knowing him, and faith in him working or being able to work and do this in and through you, but by him... But, the evil spirit said he knew Paul, maybe personally, that he may have been, perhaps "intimated" with Paul, or knew him personally, intimately, also...
Did Paul know them personally, intimately too...? Did he once have a personal, intimate relationship with them (evil spirits) before having one with Christ, the Lord...? Perhaps, when he was persecuting and killing Christians...? How much did Paul know about the Evil spirits, and how much did they know about him...? I have often wondered this...? If we have to go "through them" (evil or wicked spirits) to "get to him" (Christ)...? What do you think...?
Anyways, the Evil Spirit did not "know" them, but "knew" Jesus, and "knew" Paul, (and probably also Peter and other apostles and disciples also)... What does this "knowing" them, each other, (wicked spirits and Apostles performing miracles in Jesus name and having a personal relationship with Jesus) "mean"...?
Anyways, the Evil Spirit clearly overpowered these ones due to a lack of this, of "knowing" them... What does that mean...? Were even the apostles, like how Jesus said to Peter, "Get behind me, Satan.", were even the apostles once or had they had to become, perhaps "intimately acquainted" with the evil spirits, and they with them...?
What made the apostles have power and authority over the evil spirits, simply knowing Jesus, or knowing the evil spirits as well...? After knowing them,(Knowing the Evil spirits) (and probably standing up to and facing and confronting them, and maybe "defeating" them, from within, perhaps, in their life... What was the "key" to the apostles having power and authority over them (the evil spirits) in their, and other's life/lives...? Did the apostles have to "go through them" (the evil spirits, perhaps, the enemy, Satan) to get what they had, or not...?
Comments...?
God Bless!
I have a theory that, "Hell", is a reality, that can be your very own, but is a reality with sin in it, and the hell that comes along with that... And, Heaven is a reality, perhaps each getting his or her own, that has no sin in it... and the delight and pleasure that comes along with that kind of reality... (Both of which could be eternal)...See, Matthew 25:46 eternal punishment, if you limit eternal for punishment than you must limit it for life too.
Simply believe what is written,See, Matthew 25:46 eternal punishment, if you limit eternal for punishment than you must limit it for life too.
I once had a theory that God was influencing our popular entertainment, as if there were a kind of "Hidden messages" in them, that parallel a true biblical belief or interpretation, and use to see it quite a bit, when I used to watch a lot of popular movies and entertainment, and yes, it can "turn your hair white" so to speak...
Is that some of what your talking about... People who really know scripture can draw many interesting and sometimes scary, very interesting "parallels" from popular movies and certain kinds of entertainment that have storylines to them... I believe this becomes more prominent the closer we get to the end, or Christ's return... I think this is because they are meant to meet and are headed towards a crossroads of truth, where both truths will meet... But, this can be very confusing as well...
And, I know about that... These parallels can be very interesting, but the confusing nature of them, can sometimes and could a false, or different truth also, that could, potentially anyway, draw you away from, and confuse the truth of, or from, scripture, but sometimes not... I had to take a break from the media because of this, to be able to better focus on scriptural truth, though, for a while...
Is that some of what your talking about...?
God Bless!
What you call synchronicity, I call a series of connected coincidences, way to coincidental to be just mere coincidence, especially considering the mathematical, not only probability, but near impossibility (of it all)... I've had similar experiences like you describe... In forces with my environment, (the weather, the elements) "things" in my environment, (people, places, animals, objects) also, pictures, words, in signs or posters, video, audio, and numbers... A series of strange coincidences, like you describe as synchronicity, that were all connected, and seemed to "flow" in a way, entirely way to coincidental, to be just mere coincidence...I've always looked beyond the surface of movies and stories to reach the, spiritual parable/metaphor. But this isn't related to the "turn your hair white"- that more comes through the deluge of impossible synchronicity. That's more like, you're talking online with a girl named, Lily; when someone on t.v. says "Let's talk about Lilies; who doesn't love a beautiful Lily?" and you walk outside and someone is walking by with a boquet of lilies, you walk to your car and a flier is on the window that reads "God is trying to tell you something"; you get in your car and are wondering "Where is all this going?" and a car drives in front of you with the lisence plate ROM 8:28 and you grab your bible which is always with you and flip to Romans 8:28 and you get to a Wal-Mart parking lot, and a guy stops you on the way in and says "God wants me to tell you, keep calm, you've got a lot ahead of you, and He will be with you all the way" and walks away. You think "I just realized this is all very similar to that story I once wrote called "Venusian Dawn" and you walk into Wal-Mart and there's a huge display of books with the title "Goddess of Love"; and you make it back home and go to the girl's twitter and she's posted "I wish I could watch the sunrise on Venus"
and this just keeps going and going for months until you find yourself online talking to someone whose describing tyour exact situation in detail about the girl "One" in the movie "Venus Ascending" and another person is commenting "He needed the kiss to become the one" and then you go "Okay, I get it, I'm supposed to go back to Lily?" and the poster posts a video song about the same thing that's going on with a neon thumbnail reading "Can her and me start again?" and then you ask "Are you still following me?" and the poster goes "It's all about being in the mystery" and then posts another thread that has the title ... etc. etc.
To me, it's amazing. The "hair turn white" is what I think would happen to someone who wasn't me. I think sometimes, "What if this was happening to someone else?" and laugh.
That's pretty much exactly one facet of it. The girl in question is in fact an actress. Unknown until she recently became famous for a specific role in a specific franchise. She got the part because of a "mind rape" scene of sorts during her audition. The bad guy was forcing himself into her mind, and she was saying "get out of my mind!" Isn't that interesting? That you just happened to post that thread after I asked about this girl? But, like I said, at this point it's difficult to say who is knowingly acting on the behalf of God, and who is being used by Him unwittingly.