- Jul 5, 2022
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I have had a pretty tough last three years, for reasons I wont disclose here. Lets be real, we all have.
I liked to use heaven as a way to keep me going, knowing I have that sweet reward at the end of it all kept me strong. Until I actually started doing some research...
Throughout revelation we are mentioned as being positioned before the throne of God, in a temple, forever in worship. For all eternity. I love God so much, more then anything, and I cant wait to worship him properly, it will be glorious. However, I also love being creative and exploring and learning and creating things myself. I was made in God's image, as God is a creator, so am I. And to think that thats going to be stripped away...saddens me. I hate to admit it but what I see envisioned for heaven seems kind of...boring...
I love the diversity in life, I love being able to make my own choices, and being able to create things for God. Being able to really pour my heart into something (for me, I make music) and then showing it to God and being able to say "I made this for you with what you gave me". I mean imagine that, but in person? And yet we are just before the throne...forever...no culture? No different towns? No diversity? No autonomy? Just executing one activity forever? I just cant look forward to that...
Am I interpreting this wrong? I MUST be. This cant be what the God who made EVERYTHING is redeeming us for? Right?!
I liked to use heaven as a way to keep me going, knowing I have that sweet reward at the end of it all kept me strong. Until I actually started doing some research...
Throughout revelation we are mentioned as being positioned before the throne of God, in a temple, forever in worship. For all eternity. I love God so much, more then anything, and I cant wait to worship him properly, it will be glorious. However, I also love being creative and exploring and learning and creating things myself. I was made in God's image, as God is a creator, so am I. And to think that thats going to be stripped away...saddens me. I hate to admit it but what I see envisioned for heaven seems kind of...boring...
I love the diversity in life, I love being able to make my own choices, and being able to create things for God. Being able to really pour my heart into something (for me, I make music) and then showing it to God and being able to say "I made this for you with what you gave me". I mean imagine that, but in person? And yet we are just before the throne...forever...no culture? No different towns? No diversity? No autonomy? Just executing one activity forever? I just cant look forward to that...
Am I interpreting this wrong? I MUST be. This cant be what the God who made EVERYTHING is redeeming us for? Right?!