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[DrAmA_Q33n]

my great grandma was addmittd into the hospital last night. she fell and broke her legs in 6 spots and has many more health problems. when the doctor looked at her X-rays he said they looked like the bones of a dead person and he was suprised she had been able to walk as long as she had been. the doctor also said that the way her health is looking, it would be a miricle if she survived the rest of the week.
Shes slowing dieing and i dont want to watch it. not only does it hurt, but i watched my dad die for 3 years and those were the most paind full memories ever.
all i want is for God to take her out of her misory. i can see all her pain and suffering in her eyes and its sad.
I cant tell you how long its been since ive slept. all i do is worry about her and the family.

 

[Nachtjager]

Hey girl, sounds like you've been through a bit too much for a thirteen-year-old. I lost my grandfather at around your age, watched him drink himself to death throughout my childhood. Thankfully he got saved the year before he died, but his body was shot and he died at the age of seventy. My mother was killed last December by a drunk driver and she was in better health than I am and much more active and full of life, it was quite a shock. A month after that, my mother-in-law died, and that's where I can sorta' identify with you. She was a great lady but had been struck down with Alzheimers years ago and deteriorated in mind and health for six years before she died. She only weighed 78 pounds when she died last January. She had (no exaggeration) at least fifteen strokes during those years, each one doing more damage. On top of that, my father-in-law died of complications out of Alzheimers seven years ago, and he had become a complete bed-ridden vegetable and had been in that state for three years before he died. You could've set a hand grenade off in his room and he wouldn't have known it. My maw-in-law was the same way by the time she died. Now my wife's scared to death it's some sort of family genetic thing and she's next.

Here's the point, I don't know why God allows good people, or good teens, to suffer as so many do. It doesn't make sense to us and may never make sense. In my case, however, I've come to find meaning for most horrible things which have happened to me. Perhaps God is preparing you to help others later in life who will not be as spiritually as strong as yourself. You'll be in my prayers. Some day we'll understand suffering, in the meantime, just please know that you're not alone and there are many, many, others out there who are suffering alongside you. When you need help, reach out and get it - there are those of us who are certainly willing to help, because we'll need it on occasion too. Take care girl, keep the faith, don't question God's reasoning too much, and God will bless in the long run. You will find peace. He will not place you anywhere His grace cannot sustain you.

 

[If Not For Grace]

Soon she will be home, the last leg of our journey is often the hardest.

Dear Lord, Please comfort this child of yours and others who grieve the loss of loved ones, show them all is not in vain and that you remain with us always. Amen

 

[DrAmA_Q33n]

just an update:

when my i was at school, my mom and brother went to the hospital to see how things were. They found out that she is bleeding internally. the doctors say that she has a 10% chance to survive tonight and if she live through the night, they have to do a surgery.there is only a 5% chance she will live through the surgery.

everyone says there is a purpose for all of this... that God is preparing me for something... but i dont think i can handle it

 

[Nachtjager]

Hey, me again. You can make it through, and you will. None of us are made to last forever. Embrace the memories, grieve as long as you need to, all I can say is that the seemingly endless dark cloud which settles over us in times like this does eventually break up. Cry when you need to, but hold to God and your faith; His power definitely speeds up the healing process. Others are praying for you and your family as well. All is in God's hands now, trust that the unknown purpose for all of this will be revealed eventually. There's a lot of life still ahead of you girl, don't roll over and give up yet, you'll only suffer more for it in the long run. "All things work together for good to them who love the Lord." It's very true. I'm praying. Take care and God bless.

 

[DrAmA_Q33n]

that 5% chance of survivng must ave been on her side. she sruvived surgery. it took 8 hours but she lived...THANK YOU GOD . the surgion came in to see her and asked her how she was and she said "i am doing great. my legs are a little sore, but not too bad" the doctor was like"welll they should sore, especially since i am sore"

we knew she was feeling better when this morning she asked for haed boiled eggs and got scrambled and then threw a big fit. then at lunch we ws mad because she asked for ice cream and never got any... thats my great grandma for you
now it is just rehab and she will be home

 

[Nachtjager]

Outstanding news! Been prayin' for you and I know others have too. I pray things continue to improve with your grandma and with your spirit. Take care drama mama and God bless!

 

[pilgrimgal]

my great grandma was addmittd into the hospital last night. she fell and broke her legs in 6 spots and has many more health problems. when the doctor looked at her X-rays he said they looked like the bones of a dead person and he was suprised she had been able to walk as long as she had been. the doctor also said that the way her health is looking, it would be a miricle if she survived the rest of the week.
Shes slowing dieing and i dont want to watch it. not only does it hurt, but i watched my dad die for 3 years and those were the most paind full memories ever.
all i want is for God to take her out of her misory. i can see all her pain and suffering in her eyes and its sad.
I cant tell you how long its been since ive slept. all i do is worry about her and the family.

My continued prayers for your great grandmother and family.

Rev. 7:17

For the Lamb in the midst of the throne will be their shepherd,
and he will guide them to springs of living water;
and God will wipe away every tear from their eyes."

I see your grandma is better. Thanks be to God.

 

[DrAmA_Q33n]

GOOD NEWS!!!!!!!!!!!!


my great grandma is in a rehab. place now and she is getting some what better. she may never walk again but she is alive and in a good mood.


-maechelle