My name is Theodore Davis, and today its been one year since I accepted Jesus Christ as my lord n savior. Each and every day I thank him for the warmth hes brought onto my heart
I aint scared to admit my road to rebirth was long and scary. I aint scared to admit I was a sinner. I was brought in a god n Christian household, but for all too many years, I was just blind to the grace of god. I was a terrible kid, I admit it. I vandalised, I stole and I even set thing on fire. I lande in juvenile hall for it, and after that things just got plain worse.
Growing up I spend many years, in and oughta juvie, in and oughta jail. Ive done terrible, that to this day still sicken me. Ive lied, cheated and stolen. Ive harmed my fellow man and Ive broken the worst of all commandments. Im 37 years old now and Ive 16 of those years in jail or juvie. Id seen terrible things, and Id done worse.
By the end of everything, Id owe money away, plenty more money than I owned, thats for sure. Id been drinking and shooting all of it up, and I was left all outta luck. And I started thinkin to myself you might as well end it all Teddy; you wouldnt hurt nobody anymore, you wouldnt be owing any more and I would damn well have done. I woulda been tying a rope and dancing on air, if it wasnt for the love of my friend Lisa. Cause of her, I went to church and confessed. I told him I was a bad man, I had done bad things. Horrible things. And I told im I was afraid, cause now it was all coming back to me. I was scared outta my wits. Know what he told me? It wasnt to late. I didnt have to be the same old Teddy who did all of those things. It wasnt too late to accept the Lord into my life. And he told me, if I got scared, I just needed to remember: The LORD is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? the LORD is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid and he was right
Its been a whole year now, and by the grace of God, Ive been forgiven. Im a changed man now, new man now. That day, in that confession both, the me who had sinned died, and I became reborn. Ive been keeping my nose clean, staying oughta trouble. Ive got a steady job, and just two months back, I got engaged. And not a day goes by where I dont thank god, for the countless blessings his love has given me.