Its all over

[Here_I_am]

So its over.

I have struggled with homosexuality for quite sometime. A month ago I found a site for gay teens. I joined and met a guy there. He and I become boyfriends over the internet. I began to fall in love with him. I know it was all wrong. Tonight, God brought me back. He told me I needed to toss aside what was holding me back. Somehow my profile on this site got deleted (I am not sure how). I sent the guy I was "dating" a break up letter and told him why. I cancelled my current msn account which is what I used to talk to people for the site. I feel relieved, but sad in a way. Part of me wants to go running back to this guy, the other part knows its completely wrong. Dont worry, I am not gonna do that. I just sent him the letter a few mins ago, so I am still really feeling this. I feel like crying, but I know I am doing the right thing.

The only real reason I am writing this is to let it all out. My emotions are going nuts and its late so none of my friends are on. So I just needed to let it all out.

Thanks for listening

Please pray for me!

 

[UnitynLove]

I will pray for you comfort brother, Amen.

 

[bannaboat101]

So its over.

I have struggled with homosexuality for quite sometime. A month ago I found a site for gay teens. I joined and met a guy there. He and I become boyfriends over the internet. I began to fall in love with him. I know it was all wrong. Tonight, God brought me back. He told me I needed to toss aside what was holding me back. Somehow my profile on this site got deleted (I am not sure how). I sent the guy I was "dating" a break up letter and told him why. I cancelled my current msn account which is what I used to talk to people for the site. I feel relieved, but sad in a way. Part of me wants to go running back to this guy, the other part knows its completely wrong. Dont worry, I am not gonna do that. I just sent him the letter a few mins ago, so I am still really feeling this. I feel like crying, but I know I am doing the right thing.

The only real reason I am writing this is to let it all out. My emotions are going nuts and its late so none of my friends are on. So I just needed to let it all out.

Thanks for listening

Please pray for me!

Hey mand don't fear. I will be praying for you just as you have helped me in times too. Please PM me anytime Ben I'm here for you.

 

[NatetheMate]

Hey Ben, I know we have lost touch, but I am praying for you, feel free to PM me anytime.

 

[Buttermilk]

s for you.