it still hurts

[dreamchildattucus]

I have an ukky past, I have suffered a lot of sexual abuse, and so it damaged my veiw on men, and for a while i would cling to any guy that showed me attention. Now I am getting help, I moved 8 hours away, I am going to a Christain school, I am seeing a counseler, I have a relly good suport group, I love my new friends very much!

well anyway my sister(she's 17) who still lives back home and just got out of rehab, is dating a terible person, who is onnly out to use her and she isn't really compleatly in her moms custady so she could go back to rehab the first time she messes up, and she dosn't really want that but she wants to do what she wants to do. but i care about her. and the reason she went into rehab the first time was because no one told her mom some of the things she was doing, so I told her that if she didn't break it off wth tis jerk I would tell her mom and she got mad, and started bringing up stuff i had done and im like dude thats not me any more, and I know it's not me, but it was me and so i begin to wonder who is gunna want me with all that junk thats happend...

anywho monday is the day i told her i was tellng her mom, pray that I can have strength to follow through, i had a mutel friend tell me that what i was going to do was stupid, and my sister is going to hate me for a while I think. But after disscussing it with a few people i belive i have made the right choice, just pray i can follow through..

 

[ido]

I will be praying for the situation with your sister and for you to have God's guidance in how to handle it.

As for your past - the right person for you is going to love you flaws, past transgressions, and all. Don't ever doubt that!

 

[dreamchildattucus]

thanks, it's been hard the past few days, I will just be happy when it's over and i can rest...

 

[explodingboy]

If it helps, someday you'll meet the right person, and they'll think your great for who you are, no matter what happened in your past.

 

[dreamchildattucus]

If it helps, someday you'll meet the right person, and they'll think your great for who you are, no matter what happened in your past.

yes.. it dose help thank you


my sister did break up with that guy! praise God

 

[Mayflower1]

praise God! there will will be people like that, but ladies are princesses. There is the right guy out there for a lady, if she really wants one.

 

[RuthD]

I have an ukky past, I have suffered a lot of sexual abuse, and so it damaged my veiw on men, and for a while i would cling to any guy that showed me attention. Now I am getting help, I moved 8 hours away, I am going to a Christain school, I am seeing a counseler, I have a relly good suport group, I love my new friends very much!

well anyway my sister(she's 17) who still lives back home and just got out of rehab, is dating a terible person, who is onnly out to use her and she isn't really compleatly in her moms custady so she could go back to rehab the first time she messes up, and she dosn't really want that but she wants to do what she wants to do. but i care about her. and the reason she went into rehab the first time was because no one told her mom some of the things she was doing, so I told her that if she didn't break it off wth tis jerk I would tell her mom and she got mad, and started bringing up stuff i had done and im like dude thats not me any more, and I know it's not me, but it was me and so i begin to wonder who is gunna want me with all that junk thats happend...

anywho monday is the day i told her i was tellng her mom, pray that I can have strength to follow through, i had a mutel friend tell me that what i was going to do was stupid, and my sister is going to hate me for a while I think. But after disscussing it with a few people i belive i have made the right choice, just pray i can follow through..

I think it's so hard for you to be going through this now. You have come so far and you deserve credit for it along with Jesus. You are a good person to be protective and not want to see someone hurt. May the Lord lead you and he is. God bless you for caring so much!

 

[dreamchildattucus]

thankyou! i wish my sister knew how much i care for her...