Hi everyone,
Really need your advises on the following thoughts but first of all maybe, I'm a Christian, believer in Christ but not a "perfect" one; as I would unfortunately still compromise when it comes to giving up on my ideals. And this is exactly what I'm facing right now.
So, I got a job offer (from a reliable source, as a computer programmer), attended the interview sessions, did some technical tests and stuff and to cut a long story short, I actually am there now! Problem is, the company turned out to be a gambling-driven entity and I WAS really here for some purposes which I will cover further as you read on. During the approximately 5 hours of interview talks, somehow, I got convinced that they run under a safe sandbox environment and they familiarize yourself with the word "online betting" instead of the straightforward "gambling". For one moment, I argued with myself thinking, "This is simply not right." It sort of stirred my conscience that way. So, that was my first impression, because to me, betting is just another terminology for gambling; and I don't want to have anything to do with what God has clearly forbid. But then I started to compromise. They got the best deal so far for junior staff: the remuneration packages, work atmosphere, friendly coworkers, bonuses, etc. to where I began to say to myself, "Hey, I'll just do my job here. That should not count as actually getting involved in gambling. Maybe I'll do a couple of months here and see how it goes." They seem to do what they say so far. They say they don't believe in gambling and they discourage their staff to bet or gamble within the company environment. For whatever that really means, I bought it. FYI, I live in a country where gambling is strictly prohibited.
My simple question is: What should I do? Am I doing okay? I'm now in a 3-month probationary period, on my way to becoming a permanent staff in the company (if no one stops me). Because if this is actually "normal", I would probably start to consider a longer stay. As a side note, I have no personal interest in gambling whatsoever. But as a programmer, I might be required to learn how the system works, test the end-products even though they have the QA (quality assurance) team for that. So again, I'm not sure what to really do. Do I belong here? Or should I carry on with it for career purposes only?
Your helps would be very much appreciated. Thanks in advance and JBU!
Really need your advises on the following thoughts but first of all maybe, I'm a Christian, believer in Christ but not a "perfect" one; as I would unfortunately still compromise when it comes to giving up on my ideals. And this is exactly what I'm facing right now.
So, I got a job offer (from a reliable source, as a computer programmer), attended the interview sessions, did some technical tests and stuff and to cut a long story short, I actually am there now! Problem is, the company turned out to be a gambling-driven entity and I WAS really here for some purposes which I will cover further as you read on. During the approximately 5 hours of interview talks, somehow, I got convinced that they run under a safe sandbox environment and they familiarize yourself with the word "online betting" instead of the straightforward "gambling". For one moment, I argued with myself thinking, "This is simply not right." It sort of stirred my conscience that way. So, that was my first impression, because to me, betting is just another terminology for gambling; and I don't want to have anything to do with what God has clearly forbid. But then I started to compromise. They got the best deal so far for junior staff: the remuneration packages, work atmosphere, friendly coworkers, bonuses, etc. to where I began to say to myself, "Hey, I'll just do my job here. That should not count as actually getting involved in gambling. Maybe I'll do a couple of months here and see how it goes." They seem to do what they say so far. They say they don't believe in gambling and they discourage their staff to bet or gamble within the company environment. For whatever that really means, I bought it. FYI, I live in a country where gambling is strictly prohibited.
My simple question is: What should I do? Am I doing okay? I'm now in a 3-month probationary period, on my way to becoming a permanent staff in the company (if no one stops me). Because if this is actually "normal", I would probably start to consider a longer stay. As a side note, I have no personal interest in gambling whatsoever. But as a programmer, I might be required to learn how the system works, test the end-products even though they have the QA (quality assurance) team for that. So again, I'm not sure what to really do. Do I belong here? Or should I carry on with it for career purposes only?
Your helps would be very much appreciated. Thanks in advance and JBU!