Hi all, I believe I heard from God about my future, He didn't give me all the details, only what I needed to know, I don't want to share exactly what He revealed to me because it'll be too long to type, I've sought counsel from Christian friends whom I've told everything God revealed to me. What he wanted me to follow/instructed me to do, is not unbiblical. Many of my Christian friends told me that they believe I heard from God, not from Satan or from myself. Others told me not to obsess over this and just live each day having faith in God.
The thing is, what God revealed to me, He has told me the same thing many times, but it is hard for me to believe, because it actually is a pretty awesome thing. I don't think I'm good enough to accomplish what He told me He has in store for me. Every time I was veering off track, some how He would always remind me of this promise. I never thought to ask in prayer for clarity, wisdom and confirmation in the past, but this time when I did, I received a lot of confirmation, and God continues to let me feel His presence (so pure and holy, nothing is like Him, He is a sheet of white.)
Today, I decided to ask my brother what he thought of what God called me to do. My brother is not a Christian, but I decided to ask him because I always believe that God can speak through anyone, even non Christians. My brother said that he didn't believe that I heard from God, he said it sounded like my own fantasy. He is an atheist, and I didn't know it at that time when I asked him, but he had read a lot on psychology and so he explained to me what my brain was doing (on its own) when I had insights and ideas (that I thought was from God)
The minute he said that, I felt my spirit crushed. I felt hopeless and a terrible hurt. My chest started hurting and I just wanted to sleep. How I felt, do you think it was God's reprimanding me (that means I didn't hear from Him), or Satan's attack on the promise God gave me?
Please pray before you answer, and pray for me too, thank you so much.
The thing is, what God revealed to me, He has told me the same thing many times, but it is hard for me to believe, because it actually is a pretty awesome thing. I don't think I'm good enough to accomplish what He told me He has in store for me. Every time I was veering off track, some how He would always remind me of this promise. I never thought to ask in prayer for clarity, wisdom and confirmation in the past, but this time when I did, I received a lot of confirmation, and God continues to let me feel His presence (so pure and holy, nothing is like Him, He is a sheet of white.)
Today, I decided to ask my brother what he thought of what God called me to do. My brother is not a Christian, but I decided to ask him because I always believe that God can speak through anyone, even non Christians. My brother said that he didn't believe that I heard from God, he said it sounded like my own fantasy. He is an atheist, and I didn't know it at that time when I asked him, but he had read a lot on psychology and so he explained to me what my brain was doing (on its own) when I had insights and ideas (that I thought was from God)
The minute he said that, I felt my spirit crushed. I felt hopeless and a terrible hurt. My chest started hurting and I just wanted to sleep. How I felt, do you think it was God's reprimanding me (that means I didn't hear from Him), or Satan's attack on the promise God gave me?
Please pray before you answer, and pray for me too, thank you so much.