Is there anyone there?

[benedictaoo]

Bene, my heart rate was way high, and has been for some time. But there are other issues too. Of course NO ONE can tell regarding death but the chances are, for various reasons that I will not luve to an old age. However, I am 68 now so not doing so bad.

I m not unhappy because I accept what happens and I cannot really put into words what I feel. All I know is it is exactly how I felt when diagnosed with cancer. It is the ancer drugs that have caused this. But in a sense, I feel relief. I just simply feel God with me. That is all I can say.

I'm offering up my situation for you.

 

[Winter]

I want us to sing this, over andnover again. I know it might not be everyone's style, but it is the words that I need to sing. It is ALL God's will

https://uk.search.yahoo.com/search?...et+me+be&fr=yfp-hrtab-903&.tsrc=yfp-hrtab-903

Its beautiful Anjelica. Each time I listen to this I will think of you.

 

[anjelica]

Thankyou so mych bene. And I will do exactly the same for you

 

[anjelica]

There was a misunderstanding here. I think Anhelyna thought I wanted the thread closed, but I don't as I still need all of your wonderful support. It is helping me so mych, and getting me through. Please stay with me and I will stay with you too when you are in trouble

 

[Michie]

There was a misunderstanding here. I think Anhelyna thought I wanted the thread closed, but I don't as I still need all of your wonderful support. It is helping me so mych, and getting me through. Please stay with me and I will stay with you too when you are in trouble

I thought that was strange! Glad it is staying open.

 

[anjelica]

Me too Michie. I was doing real well and still am re garding God a nd knowing I can trust Him, but it is all sink ing in a bit more. Now and I kee p breaking into tearsmlol

 

[Michie]

Me too Michie. I was doing real well and still am re garding God a nd knowing I can trust Him, but it is all sink ing in a bit more. Now and I kee p breaking into tearsmlol

Praying for your peace and comfort.

 

[anjelica]

Thanks Michie. I know I will be fine. Just inevitable emotions.

 

[Michie]

Thanks Michie. I know I will be fine. Just inevitable emotions.

Emotions can be good and helps us work through things.

 

[anjelica]

I always. Get emotions wh en I. T hink of G od . I feel peace. Right now, underlying everything, and joy. Just some griefmpop s its head up from time to time. Music. Gelps me get through, a. L o t, so all songs etc. g ratefully received -! Of all kinds

 

[Winter]

You are very brave Anjelica. This is one of the songs that I listen to whenever the world gets crazy and I have to remember the stillness of God.

 

[Chrystal-J]

Praying for you, Anjelica!

 

[anjelica]

That is beautiful Winter. I can still JUST see those wonderful colours vageuely, and the birds. I am storing. Up these things in my memory for when I can't see at all. I LOV E nature, and it bring s me so close to God, and that is what I will. Miss the most, a nd being able to see my luttle puppy, Hope. It IS a bit frightening, and tonight. i must admit I am having. Trouble sleeping because of coming fully to terms with it.

 

[anjelica]

Thankyou Chrystal J

 

[Winter]

That is beautiful Winter. I can still JUST see those wonderful colours vageuely, and the birds. I am storing. Up these things in my memory for when I can't see at all. I LOV E nature, and it bring s me so close to God, and that is what I will. Miss the most, a nd being able to see my luttle puppy, Hope. It IS a bit frightening, and tonight. i must admit I am having. Trouble sleeping because of coming fully to terms with it.

Sending you a hug right now ((hugs)). God bless you.

 

[anjelica]

Thankyou Winter. Your avatar helps me. It is great

 

[benedictaoo]

That is beautiful Winter. I can still JUST see those wonderful colours vageuely, and the birds. I am storing. Up these things in my memory for when I can't see at all. I LOV E nature, and it bring s me so close to God, and that is what I will. Miss the most, a nd being able to see my luttle puppy, Hope. It IS a bit frightening, and tonight. i must admit I am having. Trouble sleeping because of coming fully to terms with it.

Praying for you... Know we are with you tonight as you sleep. I don't know the time difference. It's 8:50 pm here. I hope God grants you peace. I pray you'll be healed.

 

[CaringBrit]

 

[Azureknight 773]

You're welcome~

 

[Michie]

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