Is there anyone there?

[CaringBrit]

Well it is bad news re the heart caringbrit.

that bit is but the no surgery isnt

 

[Azureknight 773]

Coming forth is my speedy prayer for you.

 

[anjelica]

Thankyou so much Azure

 

[anjelica]

Thankyou Michie. I want us to SING. It is what I did when Ingot cancer

 

[anjelica]

I want us to sing this, over andnover again. I know it might not be everyone's style, but it is the words that I need to sing. It is ALL God's will

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[anjelica]

Oh dear it did not work. Oh well, never mind lol

 

[Michie]

Thankyou Michie. I want us to SING. It is what I did when Ingot cancer

The Lord giveth the and the Lord taketh away...blessed be the Name of the Lord.

 

[benedictaoo]

Today is a bad day . I have t o go for an anaesthetic a ssessment and I don't think I can do it. An anaesthetic is dangerous to me. It is for eye surgery that may or may not work. I don't want it. Everyone is pushing me. I just don't feel I can do this. I don't want a d angerous anaesthetic. Thankyou so much foor the vid Mountain Girl and for the offer to chat. I will contact you via PM.

I'm asking God to please show you what the right choice to make is. I know it's hard when making these types a decisions. You always second guess if you're doing the right thing. I'll be thinking of you.

 

[anjelica]

Thankyou so much bene. Read back anlittle bit. And you will see what has happened. It is out. Of my. Hand s now. I will go blind plus heart cond ition found. Explan ati on further back. I am. Happy. Michie, you have i t jyst right there. Says it all. Thankyou

 

[Michie]

Your attitude of singing and praising the Lord under such circumstances made that Scripture come to my mind.

Thankyou so much bene. Read back anlittle bit. And you will see what has happened. It is out. Of my. Hand s now. I will go blind plus heart cond ition found. Explan ati on further back. I am. Happy. Michie, you have i t jyst right there. Says it all. Thankyou

 

[benedictaoo]

Yeah. I just read, you have a heart condition? Is that why the doctor says you'll die young? I'm really sorry. I'm trying to understand this...

 

[Fantine]

This is a Baptist song, but I think it is very beautiful, and it seems to reflect your feelings about this disappointing news.

Is there no possibility of local anesthesia? I had that for my cataract surgery, and also had a C-section with an epidural.

It is somewhat scary, but your eyelids are held so tightly that there's no way you can blink or move them.

 

[thehehe]

I honestly don't know what to say, or to post - I don't have any songs and poems to help you to feel better, but I just want you to know that I care for you.

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[Stabat Mater dolorosa]

The Lord giveth the and the Lord taketh away...blessed be the Name of the Lord.

Oh how I love Job

 

[anjelica]

Bene, my heart rate was way high, and has been for some time. But there are other issues too. Of course NO ONE can tell regarding death but the chances are, for various reasons that I will not luve to an old age. However, I am 68 now so not doing so bad.

I m not unhappy because I accept what happens and I cannot really put into words what I feel. All I know is it is exactly how I felt when diagnosed with cancer. It is the ancer drugs that have caused this. But in a sense, I feel relief. I just simply feel God with me. That is all I can say.

 

[anjelica]

Thehehe I am FINE. I was kind of expecting this so wasmkind of attuned to it almost. There WILL be grief over it at times but at the moment I just feel relief.

 

[Stabat Mater dolorosa]

I'm so so sorry for you Anjelica
It's so sad what's happening to you.
I'll remember what you said about singing when you got cancer if it turns out I'm seriously ill.

Thank you for being the beautiful example that you are and for bringing light and holiness wherever you go.
Your soul is so so beautiful.

 

[anjelica]

Stabat, don't worry about me. If you want to PM me or if antone does, I will say how I came to be where I am now spiritually

 

[anjelica]

Fantine, thankyou. That was beautiful, and i EXACtl how I feel

 

[Anhelyna]

This sounds dreadful but I think it's time we temporarily close this thread.

Anjelica has been incredibly brave telling us all about the problems she has.

She's at peace about the decision that was made.

Now she needs some space and a chance to think about this. She has a lot of thinking to do about the future - plans have to be made.

Please keep her in your prayers.

As she did earlier - she will talk with us all when she is ready