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Is It The Truth? Yes Or No Part 3

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1 Corinthians 13 explains what love is. Love is not a word to simply throw around.

1. If I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love [for others growing out of God’s love for me], then I have become only a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal [just an annoying distraction].

2 And if I have the gift of prophecy [and speak a new message from God to the people], and understand all mysteries, and [possess] all knowledge; and if I have all [sufficient] faith so that I can remove mountains, but do not have love [reaching out to others], I am nothing.

3 If I give all my possessions to feed the poor, and if I surrender my body to be burned, but do not have love, it does me no good at all.

4 Love endures with patience and serenity, love is kind and thoughtful, and is not jealous or envious; love does not brag and is not proud or arrogant.

5 It is not rude; it is not self-seeking, it is not provoked [nor overly sensitive and easily angered]; it does not take into account a wrong endured.

6 It does not rejoice at injustice, but rejoices with the truth [when right and truth prevail].

7 Love bears all things [regardless of what comes], believes all things [looking for the best in each one], hopes all things [remaining steadfast during difficult times], endures all things [without weakening].

8 Love never fails [it never fades nor ends]. But as for prophecies, they will pass away; as for tongues, they will cease; as for the gift of special knowledge, it will pass away.

9 For we know in part, and we prophesy in part [for our knowledge is fragmentary and incomplete].

10 But when that which is complete and perfect comes, that which is incomplete and partial will pass away.

11 When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child; when I became a man, I did away with childish things.

12 For now [in this time of imperfection] we see in a mirror dimly [a blurred reflection, a riddle, an enigma], but then [when the time of perfection comes we will see reality] face to face. Now I know in part [just in fragments], but then I will know fully, just as I have been fully known [by God].

13 And now there remain: faith [abiding trust in God and His promises], hope [confident expectation of eternal salvation], love [unselfish love for others growing out of God’s love for me], these three [the choicest graces]; but the greatest of these is love.



I prayed and asked Jesus Christ to show me the extent of the relationship between one of my best friend and my significant. In the dream I was in a class and one of the my significant other classmate ask where is "dum dum". Stacy did not say anything at first she looked uncomfortable but when I got up and came back she was talking to that same classmate about this person. This classmate was asking her how his wresting is going. He said to her it seems as if everything is progressing quite well. So all this time while married to me you and one of my best friend from high school is in a full blown relationship.

Is this why significant other when I want to go and look for my children where they live you have been preventing me from doing so? You come to me but I can't go to them. What wickedness is this?

In high school I repeated 4th form. The best friends I had from when I repeated 4th form is Stacy and Samantha. In 5th form I believe Stacy moved to America. Later on she began working in the U.S (secretarial) then suddenly she ended up in Jamaica permanently a few years ago. God has revealed that Stacy was sent to spy on me and God has also revealed she is also a Satanist.

What can I say about what God has shown me? The popular song "Stick by me and I will stick by you" simply has no meaning to my significant other but is a farce.

May Jesus Christ himself expose the truth about Stacy and who she really is. May God himself deal with you significant other for your wickedness because only a wicked person could do what you have done to me.

I have been tormented because my alter has never met my children, I don't know them, I don't know their names. I asked my significant other to let go to them and see them but he has been ignoring this request for over a year.

Jesus Christ thank you for the truth. Thank you for loving me despite all my problems and being faithful to me. From the day I was born you have been the only one loving, helping, and guiding me until now. Thank you Jesus Christ for being my true husband.
 
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I'm sorry but your writing is apparently unstable and not clear. There is not much way in deciphering what you are going on about and you ask us "Is this the truth?" Well, I'll tell you that the truth is clear. It IS light so it is clarity itself. When things are so foggy in your descriptions how can one meet the truth?

It is like you are talking as if your entire reality was a dream itself. When reality is very straightforward and works off of laws and principle.
 
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I'm sorry but your writing is apparently unstable and not clear. There is not much way in deciphering what you are going on about and you ask us "Is this the truth?" Well, I'll tell you that the truth is clear. It IS light so it is clarity itself. When things are so foggy in your descriptions how can one meet the truth?

It is like you are talking as if your entire reality was a dream itself. When reality is very straightforward and works off of laws and principle.

1 Corinthians 1 verse 27

[27] But God hath chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise; and God hath chosen the weak things of the world to confound the things which are mighty;

1 Corinthians 2 verse 14

[14] But the natural man receiveth not the things of the Spirit of God: for they are foolishness unto him: neither can he know them, because they are spiritually discerned.


This message is meant for specific persons who knows exactly what I am talking about. I post what is going on on this forum because God has been revealing important things in dreams to me.
 
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This message is meant for specific persons who knows exactly what I am talking about. I post what is going on on this forum because God has been revealing important things in dreams to me.
I don't want to offend or step on your toes but that sounds ocultish and equally problematic.
 
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Just sayin.
I'm not sure you should share your true husband with millions of others.

The question you need to ask yourself is this. What would make a very private person be feeling so bad that she feels she has no choice but to share what is going on in her life publicly? If I don't share what is going on in my life I will have a complete and total breakdown.

You want to know how I feel? Ask Jesus Christ to make you feel exactly how I have been feeling because the pain I feel cannot be described.
 
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The question you need to ask yourself is this. What would make a very private person be feeling so bad that she feels she has no choice but to share what is going on in her life publicly? If I don't share what is going on in my life I will have a complete and total breakdown.

You want to know how I feel? Ask Jesus Christ to make you feel exactly how I have been feeling because the pain I feel cannot be described.

Thanks. I've been to the point of death, in pain, and stealing opioids from patients of mine
just to blot out the pain. The drugs causing organ failure. Then I set my house on fire one day (kind of drowsy). Then I nearly crushed
a child between mine and the car in front of me. This was working an extra 60 hours a week as a second job to keep my patient out of pain...
which she didn't after I quit and due to infection had her leg amputated...which I see in
Christmas pictures each year.

So my pain is not so much mine, but what I see I have caused others.
I wish you well on your current trials. God Bless.
But I have a relationship with Jesus and I don't consider him your husband.
 
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sister dont exactly know what is going on but sounds like you have been portrayed in your marriage or other relations....
i would highly encoureage you to get prayer at church from other sisters, couples......
so that a root of bittterness does not creap in ......
hebrews 12:15
must forgive as Jesus forgave you
 
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Thanks. I've been to the point of death, in pain, and stealing opioids from patients of mine
just to blot out the pain. The drugs causing organ failure. Then I set my house on fire one day (kind of drowsy). Then I nearly crushed
a child between mine and the car in front of me. This was working an extra 60 hours a week as a second job to keep my patient out of pain...
which she didn't after I quit and due to infection had her leg amputated...which I see in
Christmas pictures each year.

So my pain is not so much mine, but what I see I have caused others.
I wish you well on your current trials. God Bless.
But I have a relationship with Jesus and I don't consider him your husband.


Matthew 25 verse 1-13

[1] Then shall the kingdom of heaven be likened unto ten virgins, which took their lamps, and went forth to meet the bridegroom.
[2] And five of them were wise, and five were foolish.
[3] They that were foolish took their lamps, and took no oil with them:
[4] But the wise took oil in their vessels with their lamps.
[5] While the bridegroom tarried, they all slumbered and slept.
[6] And at midnight there was a cry made, Behold, the bridegroom cometh; go ye out to meet him.
[7] Then all those virgins arose, and trimmed their lamps.
[8] And the foolish said unto the wise, Give us of your oil; for our lamps are gone out.
[9] But the wise answered, saying, Not so; lest there be not enough for us and you: but go ye rather to them that sell, and buy for yourselves.
[10] And while they went to buy, the bridegroom came; and they that were ready went in with him to the marriage: and the door was shut.
[11] Afterward came also the other virgins, saying, Lord, Lord, open to us.
[12] But he answered and said, Verily I say unto you, I know you not.
[13] Watch therefore, for ye know neither the day nor the hour wherein the Son of man cometh.
 
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Thanks. I've been to the point of death, in pain, and stealing opioids from patients of mine
just to blot out the pain. The drugs causing organ failure. Then I set my house on fire one day (kind of drowsy). Then I nearly crushed
a child between mine and the car in front of me. This was working an extra 60 hours a week as a second job to keep my patient out of pain...
which she didn't after I quit and due to infection had her leg amputated...which I see in
Christmas pictures each year.

So my pain is not so much mine, but what I see I have caused others.
I wish you well on your current trials. God Bless.
But I have a relationship with Jesus and I don't consider him your husband.


You said you have a relationship with Jesus, which Jesus is it?
 
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sister dont exactly know what is going on but sounds like you have been portrayed in your marriage or other relations....
i would highly encoureage you to get prayer at church from other sisters, couples......
so that a root of bittterness does not creap in ......
hebrews 12:15
must forgive as Jesus forgave you


You said I must go to the church and seek prayer, help. Many persons in the church hate me including members of my own family so who do I turn to for the counseling and help I need.

Persons often threaten me as soon as they see me, I cannot trust or rely on anyone at all.
 
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You said I must go to the church and seek prayer, help. Many persons in the church hate me including members of my own family so who do I turn to for the counseling and help I need.

Persons often threaten me as soon as they see me, I cannot trust or rely on anyone at all.
siter we are trying to help you
but have very little to go on as your posts are a little vague......

if you have fallen into sin and not repented....
God will forgive and restore.....

my best friend had his wife(both christians) walked out on him years ago.....
she texted him years later and asked him to forgive her.....
to date he has not really truely forgiven her....not good.....

either way you must forgive those who have offended you....
and you must also seek forgiveness from God and others for those you have offended......
it takes effort to reconcile with family members ...
and church members it is not easy....

but you gotta make a start and take some steps to reconcile.....
 
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I have been trying to talk to him for years, telling him I needed to see him and talk to him, for over 4 years, and up to now and to this day he has not allowed me to sit down and talk to him directly or online.

Over 4 years ago God began showing me that I have Dissociate Identity Disorder. That I had children which I did not know at all. I call him trying to find out what was going on with me because of what God was showing me. He ignored me over and over and treated me extremely badly, and has since ignored me up until now. So my alter have done everything to reach out to him and my children but he has not allowed me to.

I did not even know I was in a relationship with him. The last night I thought I saw him was in college.

As I said before, my biological mother is a Satanist, I have Dissociative Identity Disorder, and am a victim of human trafficking. I have been unable to get counseling for these things. Recently after sending a message to a Christian ministry seeking help the response basically was that they did not know of any one in my area who could help me and that I had the authority to cast out demons. In my parish there are a lot of pastors so how come none can help. Surely I am not the first person to be going through this.
 
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start by reconciling with church members or family m????embers

get another sister to pray for you who has been through a similiar situation and has overcome....

go talk to you mom or dad or sisters or brothers....
try to make peace with them by asking forgiveness for things you have said or done to them...

i had a rebellious daughter...took me years to forgive....but it helped when she apoligized to me
 
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I don't think you understand, there is nobody to turn to because they all hate me. If I say anything at all people want to physically attack me and verbally abuse me. No matter how much I speak the truth, no matter what I say about anything, they don't want to hear and they don't care. People want me dead, they hate me, including family members and church going persons.

I cannot apologize to someone who does not even allow me to talk with him. Over and over again I have tried reaching out to him but he refuses to listen to me. He treated me so bad when I tried to call him first that I cannot call him again to speak verbally to him. I was not shouting at him or anything and he treated me so badly.
 
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so ask yourself...
is there any thing you did over the last 10-15 years that hurt church and family members.....?
if you cant be honest on a forum like this then the only other option
is to go to a christian counselor
 
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Let me make this clear I have NOT done anything to hurt church and family members. From the day I was born I have been used by traffickers, my family is involved.

People hate me because I am an introvert because I am a quiet person. I don't hate them, they hate me and reject me that is the truth.

From since I was a child, family members have not accepted me although they acted like it. No one accepted me. Then the people I thought were my friends, and accepted me in school, I found out did not accept me either a few years ago painfully.
 
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