Do you find that sometimes you completely over react to something? I do and after resuming medication for about six months I am able to catch myself doing it. The problem previously was that I didn't realise how badly I was over reacting and seeing things unrealistically, emphasising the negative and telling myself stories. The example that came to mind today was I made something for a church morning tea, when I left it didn't look like anyone tried what I made. I then told myself that this meant I had failed in some way and that I wouldn't go to church anymore. Now there's a bit of an over reaction! I ignored the good things that had happened that morning - a special christmas service, good music, conversations with friends, some support from others for my charity work. I think the thing I hate most about depression is its potential impact upon the people I love. I should keep reminding myself to work on my patterns of thinking, and not to rely purely on medication, because I don't want to take it forever.