In dire need of support

[VicMj]

PLEASE someone reach out to me, talk to me. I am so paranoid about going to hell that i feel the need to just puke and literally ran out of my school crying 2 times just to vent to a christian hotlines representatives after reading an article about how pope john paul the 2nd and michael jackson were found in hell along with selena (my mom loves selena and thats how i broke down). I used to be a satanic black metalist but always thought of my self as kind of skeptical about it because i didnt wanna get to far away from god. i do not want damnation and hurt forever i want to be able to talk and socialize with god, jesus and all the other people in heaven and enjoy a life time of happiness and divinity. please someone support me, i am so scared..It feels like I can go to hell for the smallest thing but I understand why, i'm just SO scared. I took out all my piercings and forbidding myself to watch pokemon, ben 10 etc. I am serious about ALL this. I do not want to take any risks.

 

[spr]

Not watching cartoons might give you more time to work on school stuff. That could be a good thing. But I don't see much wrong with the piercings. If taking them out is a way to distance yourself from the 'satanic' people maybe that's a good idea. God doesn't want you to turn into a completely different person. If you can keep some of your friends without being swallowed by the satan crowd do so. If not remove yourself from the situation.

Also where did you get the idea those people are in hell. The bible says you shouldn't judge who's going to go to hell or heaven, that's up to God. You're playing God by doing that. Read the bible instead of those articles. Go to youth group.

 

[VicMj]

- This is the article I read (I will private message it to you), this girl was apparently taken by Jesus to see Hell and Heaven and warn humanity of our time running out and to repent while we can. I' was so freaked out ive been shaking all day constant need to vomit and prayed/repented obsessively almost every other second 3 times in a row.

Edit:Arg!! Nevermind! Look up Angelica Zambrano who was sent by jesus to visit.

 

[VicMj]

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[spr]

If you do no wrong there is nothing to fear. If you fear you simply have more to learn. There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear: Because fear has torment. He that fears is not made perfect in love. (1John4:18)

 

[Johnnz]

Jesus is our security against Hell and its fear. He is the Good Shepherd who protects His sheep from anyone who wants to harm them. Accept that you are surrounded by His love and safety.

John
NZ

 

[waves]

Hi Vicmj, because you have a lot of anxiety don't watch anymore videos about hell or about anything that can cause you to feel anxious. Get to know who Jesus Christ is personally, read the bible, talk to God, accept Jesus Christ as your personal savior, it takes a process for persons to change, when I became a Christian I was watching the same things I used to watch as time progressed God was able to help me to make better choices in what I watch, don't try to rush anything, trying to stop watching everything you used to watch will not work, get to know Jesus Christ and allow him to take you step by step where he wants you to go. Jesus Christ doesn't want you to be filled constantly with fear and anxiety.

When you are able to I recommend getting a good Joyce Meyer book or two. Her books are really helpful. Her website is below

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