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Phoenix92885
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So like a moron I've been drinking with friends but now I'm home alone. I'm supposed to be "sleeping it off" but when left alone in this state, it's not good. My mind drifts to my "sharps box" and I take part in my weakness. Whats worse, is in the drunken state I can't feel much. Leading to wounds that are worse than usual. I hate that I can't be strong in this weakened state. Despite the temptation that is always there, I can avoid in when in the right frame of mind or when I'm not left alone after a few drinks with friends. My cowardice and lack of strength appalls me. I just wish I was strong enough to not let myself crumble.