Please help me,I really need it. I keep trying to tell myself there is too much proof their is a God, but my mind doesn't want to let go of the fact, is how does He hear all of us talking...I know the Bible states He is all powerful, but my mind doesn't seem to grasp it and i need encouragement. Plus my mind is always struggling with evolution, I don't mean too, but there is so much out there and parts of it sound insane, but so many people are for it...I know it boils down to faith, but I'm scared, because I can't seem to snap out of this although I keep praying and praying.
There's a scripture in the Bible that informs us God's thoughts are not like ours. And ours are not like unto his.
We can't think like God so as to know how he does what he does. We can only think as we think and wonder how he does it.
Consider
John 1:1 (The Aramaic translation version so that it brings you an image to perhaps better see what I mean)
In the origin The Word had been existing and That Word had been existing with God and That Word was himself God.
Resonance. The word. Vibration. Harmonics. Energy. All these things are God and are of God. God hears prayers when we say them aloud, or think them in the privacy of our own thought in any given moment. With thought go our emotions behind and within those thoughts. More resonance, more vibration, more harmonics, blending together in and to the word, that is God.
Just like praise music. It reaches to the Heavens. Not because God understands English, Spanish, German, or whatever language the songs are sang in. But because they resonate with the universal language that is music.
And what is music?Melody, harmony, rhythm.
If you use your rational mind to try to comprehend what is eternally present and all powerful, being not like that yourself and having no understanding of what it means to be ubiquitous, you will go crazy. The doubt you feel is due to your not possessing those qualities yourself in order to relate to them so as to confirm that it is possible to be that.
You're told to have faith it that is that is there. But the rational side of us wants proof. Even if we don't think so, we prove we do when we ask questions like yours. And it's good to ask questions. It's imperative. Blind faith will have us walking off cliffs because someone told us to just trust that gravity is a myth.
The thing is, God isn't rational.
Does that mean God isn't real? No.
People want what they can relate to to prove what they are told is real. They want to see, in order to believe. "I'll believe it when I see it."
Thing is, it's there. Everywhere we look, the proof is there. Watch the sunrise, and there's your proof. Be still before you go to sleep, lay in bed and focus on your heartbeat. Tune everything else out, even the sounds outside your window. Focus on just that rhythm of life beating inside your chest. That Godly creation.
There's proof. In those moments, when you still your mind that is so chaotic now with this question you've posted, focus on that heart rhythm until it's like when you say one word over and over again and in a very short time it doesn't make sense anymore. With the heart rhythm just focus on it's beating until it isn't the focus at all and your mind just let's go. Then in that still silent emptiness you will have your answer.
(HUGS YOU) God Bring You Peace.