I'm tired.

[JohnnieGuy]

I feel like that sometimes too, but you have to go to the Word and trust that, not your feelings. The Word is the truth to live by, and in it it says:

For God so loved the World...

God is Love

 

[Caty]

I had someone to tell me on here to .'pray God still loves you.'
That's worried me, & I know i drove people away who 'wanted' to help me. tehy don't understand if they've never been in this situation. but I feel like God may be like them and He gave up too.

 

[JohnnieGuy]

Listen I've been there and I still go through it. But I think you are relying on a sign from God or a feeling He might or might not give you in the future (also something I have gone through). You have to believe what He says in His Word, regardless of how you feel. He is God, and God will never lie, ok? Satan can do nothing but lie, but God has never lied, and will never lie.

And His Word is full of love. He hates sin, yes, but He loves us. He loves us enough to give His life for us. He is our Father in heaven, so we choose to believe Him right? It's not that by believing then it becomes the truth, it's the truth so we choose to believe it. Trust me, the closer you get and the more the Holy Spirit reveals to you His promises the more you will feel His love and the more you will love Him back. Just read the Word, look to Jesus.

 

[Caty]

even if i have had intentions thoughts against the Spirit, I can be forgiven??

 

[JohnnieGuy]

You don't have intentions or thoughts against the Spirit. That is your fear talking to you.

 

[Caty]

No, I'm sure that I have had thoughts against Him in anger or something. So if I have, that must mean I'm unforgiveable...

 

[Caty]

I meant to say intentional thoughts against the Spirit

 

[JohnnieGuy]

knowimsaved.com

Seriously. If you want to believe you are unforgivable then go ahead. But if you choose to believe what God says, then that is yours to make too.

I've explained to you the unpardonable sin, which you haven't done (because you wouldn't care if you did) and speaking or thinking thoughts out of compulsion or fear is not this sin.

 

[Caty]

I listened to the one on blasphemy (from that site) it did help me, but now I'm getting scared again. So this sin has to be said (from your mouth)?

 

[JohnnieGuy]

No, IT IS NOT A SPEAKING SIN. It is a denial of Christ's sacrifice, not by mouth but by choice. You still want it, so you obviously have not done it.

 

[Caty]

oh, okay. See, I was always convinced that even if you had said soemthing, even if you repented and still wanted Jesus you couldn;t have Him. So, let's say that a person did say something and then repented and came to Christ then they obviously haven't done it...right?

 

[JohnnieGuy]

All that the Father giveth me shall come to me; and him that cometh to me I will in no wise cast out. John 6:37