Im so tired

[salt-n-light]

I wake up and I go about my day and its like people look in disappointment in me. I'm disappointing people at work, at home, with friends. They are all frustrated with me. Its better that I wasn't even born to give such pain to others.I look at how others are living their lives, seemingly better when they exclude me, and they probably are. More and more times, I just feel like no matter what I do, i'm beyond saving or help, and I only ruining things and drag people down.I don't wanna keep waking up, I already know that my presence only make person feel down.

Im so weary of this life and myself. Im so tired.

 

[redleghunter]

Praying our Almighty and Heavenly Father will bring to you strength and courage in His Son Jesus Christ our High Priest sitting at His Right Hand. May the Holy Spirit bring times of refreshing upon you as you rediscover the Love of Christ in your life.

 

[royal priest]

I wake up and I go about my day and its like people look in disappointment in me. I'm disappointing people at work, at home, with friends. They are all frustrated with me. Its better that I wasn't even born to give such pain to others.I look at how others are living their lives, seemingly better when they exclude me, and they probably are. More and more times, I just feel like no matter what I do, i'm beyond saving or help, and I only ruining things and drag people down.I don't wanna keep waking up, I already know that my presence only make person feel down.

Im so weary of this life and myself. Im so tired.

I've felt exactly like this before and God taught me much through it.
God is in control. If we mess up, then He is showing us our weakness and just how great our dependence upon Him really is. Jesus was serious when He said, 'without Me you can do nothing.' Learn from this to steep yourself in humble prayerful dependence upon our Sovereign. What you are going through has the potential to do Much good for your soul. It is a means of the Father teaching you the patience to look to Him as His child. Abide in Christ and He will abide in You. Then you will learn what Paul meant by boasting in your weakness so that God's grace might be seen as your all-sufficient good. I will be praying for you.

 

[ripple the car]

I often feel the same way. I do feel like a failure often. What I have realized, is that God wants me to be little. He does not want me to be smart, capable, achieving, popular, articulate, or to stand out. He wants me to be little, clumsy, quiet, and go unnoticed. That is ok! You are not a failure, Salt. You bring great joy to God's Heart when you follow Him with everything you have, as He has called you.

 

[vinsight4u]

Your posts lift me up. There is a lot of wisdom in the comments you write!

 

[Mydreams]

Father God bless salt-n-light, and this prayer. In Jesus loving name, Amen!

 

[Southernscotty]

Friend, We are all here for you and we together are lifting you up for strength in Jesus name.
Remember the accuser of the brethren will whisper his many lies daily just to steal ones joy and peace.
Fight the good fight!!
Blessings