I'm so lost.

[Zeru]

My depression has started seriously affecting me again. I began self-mutilating and almost took my own life. I'm medicated now and things are...better, I guess. But it feels like something's missing, like something's gone. I think the only reason I'm still alive is because of my wonderful girlfriend. I can't feel God anymore like I could. I have so many doubts now. I just don't know what I'm doing anymore.

 

[NoelAsa]

Praying for you. I hope that with the medications that you are also in counseling. You will need that to help sort out the things that are causing your depression. Hugs.

 

[kericson]

Dear Heavenly Father I lift up Zeru to You. I pray that You will cast her doubts into the sea and let her know You are real and with her. Please help her get the counseling she needs and guide her into a healthy life again.

In Jesus Name, Amen.

I would also encourage you to contact a chaplain if you'd like someone to talk to privately in more detail. Ask a Chaplain - Christian Forums

Jer 29:11-12
11 For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the Lord, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope.
NKJV

 

[heavensangel1964]

My Lord and My Sweet, Heavenly, Eternal, Father God...

I offer up Zeru to thee...

My Sweetest, Heavenly, Eternal, Loving Father...

I dip Zeru, in "The Blood Of My Sweet Savior, Jesus Christ!"

And I rebuke all evil spirits...

That are causing anxiety, agitation and taking away Zeru's Peace, Faith, Joy and Love in YOU...

"In The Name Of Jesus Christ!"

My Precious, Heavenly, Eternal, Most Loving Father God...

"Fiat!" (It Is Done!)

"I Praise YOU, Sweetest Father God!"

"I Praise YOU, Sweetest, Jesus!"

"I Praise YOU, Sweetest Holy Spirit!"

"I Thank YOU, Loving, Sweet, Father God!"

"I Thank YOU, Loving, Sweet, Jesus!"

"I Thank YOU, Loving, Sweet Holy Spirit!"

"I Give All Glory, Honor and Praise To YOU!"

And I claim This Special Healing now...

"In The Name Of The Father, The Son, And, The Holy Spirit!"

AMEN!

 

[servant of Merciful Love]

You are in my prayers for strength, hope, and healing

Eternal God, in whom mercy is endless and the treasury of compassion inexhaustible, look kindly upon us and increase Your mercy in us, that in difficult moments we might not despair nor become despondent, but with great confidence submit ourselves to Your holy will, which is Love and Mercy itself. Divine Mercy Prayer

 

[peacechild4]

My depression has started seriously affecting me again. I began self-mutilating and almost took my own life. I'm medicated now and things are...better, I guess. But it feels like something's missing, like something's gone. I think the only reason I'm still alive is because of my wonderful girlfriend. I can't feel God anymore like I could. I have so many doubts now. I just don't know what I'm doing anymore.

Here is the test to find whether your mission on earth is finished. If you’re alive, it isn’t. ~Richard Bach

The depression is not you sweet one.. Don't just aim to feel GOD.. HE just is.. believe it and you will always know HIS presence.. always..

Doubts are just attacks on you by the devil you couldn't care less about you.. but GOD loves you and see my signature.. HE has good plans for you..

Keep going.. find what you are good at and do it with all your heart..

There is a purpose for you on this earth.. just find it and I will pray the greatest best things start to happen to you.. and through you.. bless you.. this will be behind you very very soon..

 

[hypostatic]

Praying!

 

[Stephanie7]

So Sorry you are going through a down time. I pray and ask the LORD that he will restore to You the light that helps us to go on. Father God, deliver this one from depression and from the lost feeling she has. Grant her love, peace and a new hope and desire to go on, In Jesus Name, Amen

 

[charity_22]

may you be blessed with people who will surround you with strength and support to fight your battle againts depression.. i'll be with you in prayers.

 

[New_Found_Faith]

Amen.

Message me if you need someone to talk to.

 

[wondering1]

Even when you can't feel Him, God is with you. He loves you and will never leave you. I'm so sorry you're having such a difficult time, and I will be praying for you.

 

[Onlythingavailable]

Praying.

 

[Linus]

Praying for hope and comfort as well as strength and guidance in the name of Jesus Christ. Thank You Lord!

 

[surgeon]

Am praying for you man...

 

[kericson]

May God bless you today Zeru with a knowledge of His presence and some encouragement. Heavenly Father- You know exactly what Zeru needs and I pray You'll provide it.

In Jesus Name, Amen.

 

[Criada]

Praying that you will find a way through this difficult time.
God is with you, even when you can't feel Him

 

[sekir]

My sweeetest shepherd Jesus -you have saved the lost -Lord you brought them home to you -cleansed them and made them new-we pray for this person and his life-Lord please do your wonders for him too in Jesus name
Amen

 

[Zeru]

You are all wonderful people and I want to thank you so much for praying for me. Because of the actions of a site moderator I'm leaving the Christian community and probably the faith in general until I figure things out. However, I'm always impressed by the large hearts and endless compassion of the people who pray on this forum and I'm really touched that so many people cared enough to take time out of their day to think of me and wellbeing. Bless you all.

 

[kericson]

Ah Zeru I'm so sorry to hear that! I don't know what happened and am so sorry. Please don't give up on the faith because of 1 person. We're not perfect by any means. I'll continue to pray for you!

 

[Zeru]

It's okay. I'm pretty sure if there's a higher power that this is some kind of sign, that something like this would happen right now. I'll just have to figure things out again, keep seeking whatever's true. I really do appreciate your prayers and your compassion, though. Thank you.