- Sep 26, 2003
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- Country
- United States
- Gender
- Male
- Faith
- Non-Denom
- Marital Status
- In Relationship
I live in fear that one day I might wake up in hell, and this has really been getting to me lately. I don't want to die without jesus, but something seems to be holding me back, my ego and pride seems to stand in my way... I have not been in church for about 5 years, and I'm always worried about what people will think of me. These last couple of years have been really hard, my personal life has not been going well, my life seems to be sucked out of me.... My energy has amounted to nothing and my health has went down the drain. Please everyone pray that I will have the strength to give my life to jesus, i'm not expected tomorrow... I could die at anytime, and it scares me. Pray that I will recognize what a gift jesus can give, pray for my health and that I will have the energy to finally stand up and live a life for god.
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