for years I've pulled my hair out and pick at my scalp. I have noticably thin hair and even my scabs from picking my scalp show threw now. its totally embarressing and I cant even believe i'm sharing it with anyone at all. I don't even realise i'm doing it anymore. You woulfact think that the ebarressment and the scary thought my hair might not even grow back to the scars i have given myself on my scalp would be enough to stop. but I just don't care to. i care enough to be ashamed and want to have my beautiful healthy hair back. even the horrible headachs and deep pains i feel in my skull to stop (maybe i have a scalp infection) but i just can't seem to care enough todo something about it =(