I'm depressed....

[NinadeDios777]

i'm depressed. talk to me.

 

[Yamialpha]

What's wrong?

 

[Intrepidman]

i'm depressed. talk to me.

[joke]Hi depressed, I'm Intrepidman.[/joke] Is this a long-term thing, or is this something new?

 

[NinadeDios777]

i've been depressed since i was 5. right now i'm just going through an especially rough time....*sighs*

 

[catlover]

Ninade, I can sympathize and relate.=0(

 

[NinadeDios777]

and how do i get rid of that stupid dancing bannana on my thingy? it drives me nuts!

 

[catlover]

Go to your private messages, then you will have a screen which on the left side say control panal. Then Go to edit profile

 

[TheWinterGaze]

Your dancing banana is quite cheerful

 

[NinadeDios777]

i think its annoying. hey, would you also mind helping me? i just made a new cf character, how do i make it show up in posts?? *confused*

 

[TheWinterGaze]

You finally get rid of your dancing banana. Hey, well done

You have to buy your CF character some eyebrows, eyes, clothes etc. Then you will have to wear them on. (I forgot to do this second step and I was also confused why my CF character didn't show up). And you'll see your CF character show up in post.

I would love to see your CF character. Quick, keep it going.

 

[NinadeDios777]

You finally get rid of your dancing banana. Hey, well done

You have to buy your CF character some eyebrows, eyes, clothes etc. Then you will have to wear them on. (I forgot to do this second step and I was also confused why my CF character didn't show up). And you'll see your CF character show up in post.

I would love to see your CF character. Quick, keep it going.

HOW Do you put them on?

 

[NinadeDios777]

nevermind i figured it out. anyone wanna take a guess as to what my favorite color is???

 

[TheWinterGaze]

purple and pink, hey?

 

[servant4ever]

nevermind i figured it out. anyone wanna take a guess as to what my favorite color is???

What has you down?

 

[NinadeDios777]

nope. just purple.
well, its a long story.... basically i just got suspended until i can get a shrink to say i'm stable enough to stay at school and continue therapy there. i'm missing my class trip to boston, and, yeah....

 

[servant4ever]

nope. just purple.
well, its a long story.... basically i just got suspended until i can get a shrink to say i'm stable enough to stay at school and continue therapy there. i'm missing my class trip to boston, and, yeah....

that happened to me last year. I can completely understand your situation. Just so you know, everything did work out for me. I am doing a lot better (other than right now, I'm kinda down, just woke up way early down) than I was in April. Were you threatening to harm yourself or something to get kicked out of school?

servant4ever

 

[snugglepuff]

You are in my prayers. God bless x

 

[NinadeDios777]

well, as you all probably well know, thanks to my broadcasting it all over the board for the past week, i saw a counselor today about my cutting. it technically went well, but.... i don't think she's dealt with cutters before. i don't really think she understood what i was dealing with....
anyway, she said she's going to send a note to my school telling them i'm stable enough to go back at the end of this month. thats the good part. and i can't be happy about it.
i'm thoroughly disgusted with myself. i lie, i manipulate. i'm horrible. i get an A in therpaist manipulation 101, but i stink at keeping God's law.
basically, i told her what it hought was just a few white lies when i saw her last time so i could get to where i wanted, and, i was intending to come clean this time, but.... they just... i just started talking, and ic oudnl't stop... and i'd prayed for God to be with me. i'm not saying He didn't do his part, because, although i don't see it at the moment, i know He did and that this is all my fault. i just... oh man. i hate myself.