I'm confused with life

[LostChildinTheMidst]

I don't understand God, it's as if he condemns me, I read his word and I get condemned, I'm tired. I'm in highschool God expects so much out of me and oh how I would love to do what he expects! But it's like he doesn't want me. I'm tired of everyone here saying God loves me, I'm tired of everyone saying he won't leave me. He's been planning to leave me all along, even if I wanted to get close to him he would try to set up something so that I wouldn't be apart of his kingdom. He knows everything about me. I'm a bad person but I cannot change my heart Only he can. But I know he was planning this all along he was planning on turning against me. I wish I was one of his chosen, so that no matter what I would know the Lord will always be with me. I feel so evil. He's so good like Jesus is so good and I'm so evil. I'm so scared I'm going to be punished because of what Jesus did for me and I cease to stop sinning. Please I don't know what to do anymore jesus is so good. I deserve hell but I'm praying that he'll have his mercy on me, woe to me I'm so lazy and careless. I wish Jesus chose me to be his.

 

[Truthfrees]

praying for you

the things you are thinking about God are not true

praying that you will see that everything all of us have said is true, and your feelings/thoughts about God are not true

praying that you will see that God loves you just as much as He loves us - and that you are no worse a sinner than the rest of us

praying that you will see that sin is something that Jesus will help you overcome

praying that you will see that we are all a work in progress

God Bless you my dear friend

you are very much loved by God and by us

we are sticking with you dear one

in the wonderful name of our Redeemer Savior Jesus i pray all this. Amen

we're family

 

[macek]

Sister, we all feel and/or have felt as you do so don't despair, He does love you don't fight it, accept His love and thank Him for all that you wish to thank him. There has to be some good points in your life, hold on to those and praise His name. Sister, He is not giving up on you and is not looking to get rid of you. If there ought to be someone who wishes to know Him and He would plan to turn against, i would be in the front row, sister. I killed a cat in cold blood at the age of 7 and was addicted to porn since my early teens. Lust was my second name. And the list of my trespasses doesn't end here... Yet He didn't give up on me, so dont despair, dear sister He will not give up on you, too.

Set your mind on Him and surround yourself with praise music and praise His name. Building a friendship with Him is a walk, sister you need to start walking toward Him and you wont reach Him in one step. You may trip and stumble, but He will be there to lift you up, even if you wont realize that. He is with you right now, waiting for you, sister. Trust in Him and be at peace.

Enjoy in the music and praise His name

 

[mozo41]

there is GOD ... and then there is the perception of GOD known as the prince of this world/confusion

You are as much as His chosen as Jesus was, as we all are .............

 

[SpiritofaDove]

Allow yourself to feel and accept Christ's love, stop hating yourself. Ask Him for help and guidance. Peace be with you. Praying for you.

 

[nChrist]

First, you will be in my prayers. Anyone can come to Jesus Christ in simple childlike faith, and He won't turn a single person away.

 

[Solomons Porch]

Praying

 

[Linus]

Welcome to CF!

Beloved, think of it this way:

Only God is perfect and Holy and the closer you get to Him, the more you realize your own faults and weaknesses because His Holiness burns so bright and your need for His mercy and salvation. If a person doesn't realize how sinful he is, that means he isn't close to God because in his heart, he doesn't see his need for Christ and His sacrifice.

Praying for you!

 

[rockytopva]

Father I pray blessings on this request and that you would make yourself real to this member in Jesus name I pray. Also taking these needs before God in prayer on the bbnradio.org Family Altar program... BBN Program Schedule