I think if pregnancy didn't make me such a bear, I'd just be quiverfull...........oh and there's the whole trouble I seem to have with nursing, doesn't seem to allow that natural child spacing that people talk about....
Ha! You too, eh?
I am TERRIFIED to be pregnant again, because my ENTIRE personality changes. It's really wierd. I become this horrible person
(I can't tolerate people, everything makes me sick, I have severe headaches and I want to sleep continually, and did I say I start hating people, like really truly hating people, all people
), and I just feel gross and grumpy. And I feel guilty the entire pregnancy because I know that my other kids who are here already are not getting the "me" they need.
But, what always gets me through is the end product (and TONS of prayer!), I just love my babies so much, and it's worth it in the end, right? Some how my family happily endures and survives. And, they all forget
(so much so they're all begging me to have another).
And, the "natural child spacing" thing - yeah, uhuh, I've always been so happy for
everyone else who experiences that! Not here! My fertility returns promply 2 months after birth! Even though my babies nurse like crazy.