Dear Beamish,
Your words are kind; like all of us, I simply try to live by the love which He asks we show each to the other. As we are told, if we hate our brother whom we see, how shall we love Him whom we have not seen.
I was saddened by how swiftly the next poster jumped to conclusions; at no point did I mention Latin, as well as by the angry and mocking tone; that is not part of the Christianity taught in my Church, and I should be surprised if it was part of any Christian Church.
Neither did I mention a closed canon, just the canon established by St. Athanasius, most of which has long been accepted by most of the Church. My Ethiopian brothers and sisters accept a much larger canon than we do; my Protestant brothers and sisters often a smaller one. Which ever one we adopt it preaches the same Gospel, the same Lord crucified for our sake and risen on the third day.
Much though I respect the Catholic Church for its global witness, and often though I am tempted to think that any Church which is the subject of such visceral verbal attacks must indeed be resisting the Gates of Hades, I am with you in being unable to accept some of its innovations; it calls them developments of doctrine and it may well be correct, but they have not been received in my Church, and at best we can see them as local practices validated by local synods. Should there ever be another ecumenical council then perhaps our Catholic brothers and sisters can convince us through the Spirit; that, like everything, is in His hands.
I had forgotten that the new design omits one's Church: I am a member of the British Orthodox Church, which is part of the Coptic Orthodox Church. We have no power, although we do a good line in hats! The Copts have been persecuted for more than a thousand years, bearing witness to the Suffering Servant through martyrdom; whoever has power, it is not us; neither do we seek it. His kingdom is not of this world.
I have much respect for the Anglicans, but like the Catholics, they have innovated unilaterally; there never were women priests or bishops in the Church, although there were deaconesses, as there are still in my Church.
I make no judgements as to who is the 'original' Church: I have heard too many claim that. All I can say is my own Church goes back to Christ through St, Mark, and is the Church of St. Athanasius, St. Antony and St. Cyril, and that the word it received it has preserved and has passed on. St. Ignatius told us that where the bishop was, there was the Church, and the tradition we receive is the same mentioned by St. Paul.
The notion that a Church which nurtured St. Cyril requires the leaving of one's brain at the door is certainly novel to me, and if it were levelled at the Catholics, then understanding St. Augustine without engaging one's brain would be an equally difficult task.
No, what is required is to lay one's pride at the door as one enters the temple of God. Shall we, His creatures, understand the Creator? Can we, the finite, comprehend the Infinite? We have been told that He who knows the Son knows the Father; that is all we need to know. Through the Church we have the Creeds and we understand more about the Trinity and the nature of Christ than any one of us could wrestle from Scripture; but if we impiously seek to imitate our first parents, Adam and Eve, and seek to know everything, we shall suffer their fate.
We learn much, but will never learn everything; but if we learn humility and love, then we receive Him into our hearts - by faith, with thanksgiving; we are His children, and He told us we show that by our love. That so often we show only a snarl and a desire for the victory simply serves to demonstrate why He needed to die so that we might live; sinners we are - but saved by His blood.
I have found much that is edifying in the writings of the former Anglican, John Henry Newman, as well as in those of your current Archbishop, who is a great and good man of God, and I am sure that if your explore the intellectual and spiritual heritage of your Church you will find materials to help you along your journey. Remember what St. Isaac of Nineveh told us: if we think God has not answered our prayer we should remember, we are not wiser than Him.
In peace,
Anglian