Hi guys today I’d like to ask a question and I’d be so grateful if someone could answer to help,so every time I pray to Jesus I alway get the feeling that “what if Jesus doesn’t hear you” or “what if your not one of his sheep” I’m concerned that I may not be one of his sheep or be saved in general,I’ve asked Jesus countless times in the past 4 years,I know faith is about Jesus and it’s his workings that helps people with faith,what if he doesn’t care for me what if he’s not working on faith in me?,what if I’m not an elect?, could anyone help?
Brother the sheep and the goat live within you. In your sheep you are afraid, oppressed, lost, imprisoned, enslaved, threatened, scorned, ridiculed, mocked, condemned, and killed in your good life by the goats, those forces who make you doubt Jesus and bring you those moments of unbelief, so they keep you away from Jesus rather than find safety in His loving truth.
So each time you ask Jesus to save you, in whatever mood or state of mind you are, Jesus will save you,
without a doubt! However in those feelings of doubt and unbelief you don't experience the love of Jesus, for the truth says that those who doubt the Lord will receive nothing from The Lord.
Can you see how the division within goes? In some parts of yourself you already have faith and trust in Jesus, and you love Him and want to serve Him. However in other parts of yourself this still needs to happen. In those sheep you are still lost and you still need to let The good shepherd find you.
When i was i your position,, when i believed in Jesus but did not know Him yet, then my whole inner being was divided by sin, lies and other bad life which had grown into my heart over the years.
i found that whenever i feared my salvation i was a sheep, and that Jesus really wanted to save me from the bad life that had control over me there, the goats, but that i had to ask God for faith in Him to set me free from sin entangling me, and not keep doubting Him to be true in my life. Faith grows Jesus' loving truth in us!
So i prayed for faith! i also asked Jesus to give me a God loving and people loving heart, because i know it is essential that we grow in His loving true. And so God brought all of that alive in my heart as the goats in me died from lack of attention, for i learned to completely ignore them and have trust in Jesus instead.
This is what is happening to you now brother. Jesus living in you calls you, you have a desire within to be saved, and then the goats living in you bombard you with thoughts and feelings keeping you away from believing that you are saved.
The trick is to have faith and grow having faith. So please brother, don't try and improve yourself by yourself, just learn to have faith in Jesus, each time you do, His good life will come down in your heart, so simply keep growing faith.
That is the same for you in self where you are still enslaved to sin, faith in God's loving truth sets you free from sinful wrongs and sin will die in you as His love grows in you, that is how you fight sin, not trying not to sin, for that doesn't work for the devil gets us to do it instead of us letting Christ do it.
To learn to love God instead of dread Him brother that is the aim. i used to be petrified of God because of my sins, that is what heeding those rotten goats brought me, terror, but no salvation ever. So i learned to trust His grace and let His love into my heart where i was stuck with sin, and to my amazement i saw that sins dies when His love grows. For when we love God then we don't want to sin, that is where we have to get to, loving God for His grace and for setting us free from our sins. Every day some more.
We grow in faith when we exercise it!
That is the battle to believe the truth - all who call on the name of the Lord to be saved shall be saved Scripture teaches - so those thoughts and feelings within you who tell you that you are not elect, chosen, and a child of God's kingdom, those thoughts and feelings who bring you doubt and unbelief, they are the goats who are trying to keep you away from God's love. They will be judged for doing the evil they do, they never fear not being elect, they don't love God or you, they always lie about God, us and others. The are the wicked we need to be saved from.
So ask God The Father for faith in His truth and let The Truth set you free from all your bad life pressing.
Keep calling out to Jesus to save you, and keep striving to believe that He has, until the enemy dies within you because you no longer heed their lies, and they can no longer feed from your life and starve within you.
That is how you need to be saved, His faith growing within you. So be of good courage, in all those parts of your life where you love God and people, and serve Him according to the truth of the word, you are saved already. While in all those parts where you are still stuck with sin, and/or other bad life, Jesus still loves to save you, and set you free when you learn to have life in His loving truth instead of in the fear and dread of God.
So call out to Jesus and keep calling out. Each time faith, love or hope grow within you, you may know more of God's truth lives within you.
Life in God's loving truth is awesome brother. i so hope you let faith in Jesus lead you there.
Peace.
Feasting My Good Life.
The Wicked captivated my truth
the truth of my heart and mind
and wound me around their lies
knotted me out of my own reality
into the dungeons of torture below.
Unable to unravel their cob webs
the wicked took control of my life
and brought much pain and misery
feasting on my God given good life
at the expense of my own welfare.
Yet when Christ light lit up my night
and i saw Him on the clouds of heaven
The Wicked sprung all their traps
thinking i was as good as dead
trapped in their nasty fowler's nets.
Yet the Lion of the tribe of Judea
killed the goats great and small
and set me free from their control
and gave me back my freedom in Him
feasting good times growing New Life.