I also don't like randomness. I have this idea that we perceive randomness in a similar way that ancients perceived the sun to rotate around the Earth. I feel like the randomness is likely actually driven by some force of nature (or God?) in a similar way that the warping of space-time is the force which drives the Earth around the sun.
The world is a weird place.
Randomness in itself is just a perceived idea of things that are "unlikely" as defined by us. Humans see patterns and certain patterns seem more unlikely than others so we notice them. For example, if you roll a die six times and you get six 1's in a row, you would think that is unlikely and strange. If you roll a die six times and you get a 6, 3, 3, 4, 1, 5 you would think nothing of it because it appears random. But the chances of getting the set [1, 1, 1, 1, 1, 1] and [6, 3, 3, 4, 1, 5] are exactly the same: 1 in 46656. But we just attribute randomness to the latter set while thinking the former set is somehow "special".