i wish to die

[unconditional love]

im sorry fro bringing this upon you...but

i hurt so deeply

yes im drunk i know is bad but so much pain plese help\

well, heres the story....

i hmet tis girl sevreal year ago and she was the only one ive ever met who could see past my problems. she has he same problems and she recently went to see this guy in texas who she had past realtionship with and ddnot tell me she lied to me about EVERYTHING and then we were drunk and had sex and it ruined our friendship. i will...well...my name lol.. but srsly i cannot get over my transgressions i cannot live with myslef i cannot forget the pain i have caused her.

i have lost her respect and trust and my life

is


i cannot live knowing i have harmed the only one i ever could love


DO NOT tell me thre are others out ther DO NOT tell me i am wrong i know that

this story is beyond the scope of humanity is beyond the scope of god i wishmyself a life in eternal torutre for having harmed her plese help i cannot live like this plese

i made her cry i lost her i i hate myself plese god take pity opun me and send me to hwell plesese take me i sdeserve hell plese

(1:06:45 AM):i really hate myself for this but...... i just hate myself and i wish myself an eternoty in hell it was great being riends with you but i cannot live with myself i love you unconditionally but i cannot think myself a good person and i hope you find it in your heart to forgive now if you do not mind im going to take of leave of life knowing you i wish ou the happiness you would have never had with me please do not hate me.

i really cannot liv withmyelf having caused you such oain and you ABOVE ALL NEED TO FOCUS ON YOUR CAREER PLEASE ALEX PLEASE FUCUS ON YOUR CAREER!!!!!

p

 

[Anti Existance]

Look, alcohol is a problem supressor not a problem solver. You should never throw your life away for relationship problems. Its your approuch towards it that should change, you should never go into a relationship expecting things to work out just because you think you are special and because it concerns your case. Reality is that your relationships can go wrong just like anyone elses relationship.

You need to fight the root causes of your problems, clean your life up, get yourself together, and push towards improving yourself. Don't damage yourself, because if you damage yourself then all the misery that will cause will be for you to take.

Go see a theraphist, although i do not encourage medicine use 'because anti-depressants are also problem supressors and not problem solvers' i do encourage you to seek help.

 

[Criada]

Still praying for you, brother.

You are loved and precious... hang in there.

 

[Johnnz]

You are being far harder on yourself than God is. Broken hearts are very real and extremely painful. Many have that experience, but go on to live their lives and find a fulfilling relationship.

John
NZ

 

[EbonNelumbo]

Hi unconditionallove.

My name is Hallee and I can see you're really hurting. I too used alcohol to try to solve problems, but in the end it made things worse. If you want to talk, I have MSN, Yahoo!, and AIM and would also be glad to talk through PM if you want.

(((UL)))

 

[samrobinhr]

Hi unconditionallove.

My name is Hallee and I can see you're really hurting. I too used alcohol to try to solve problems, but in the end it made things worse. If you want to talk, I have MSN, Yahoo!, and AIM and would also be glad to talk through PM if you want.

(((UL)))

very good Hallee. I just thaught of telling, before that you said it. happy to see good people extending warm support to those in trouble. very happy . Really thanks and somehow help him out.

 

[yesult]

Friend - your sin is not beyond the scope of God or his grace. The apostle Paul, who wrote two thirds of the new testament - was a murderer of christians before he became converted.
God knew he was going to do that, before he was even born. And he knew the people he was going to kill, before they were even born.
God still forgave him.

God is bigger then your situation and can and will forgive if you let him. (Sometimes forgiving ourselves can be even harder then forgiving others.)

Praying for you -
God bless!

 

[Carolyn H]

My brother,

I am praying for you!