Taake, sarcasm is the lowest form of wit. I like using it and I do, in many occasions, however I do not think that sarcasm would be an appropriate tool of argument in this case (because sarcasm is a very bad tool of argument indeed, bad enough to be considered by many NOT to be a tool of argument at all).
My point is that whatever the reasons (of empirical mind such as yours*) for failure of acceptance of God the same reasons should imply (by using the same methodology of empirical thinking) that every other hypotesis should be prone to failure of acceptance. Given, again, that mathematical chance of any of those hypotesis' are simililar or even smaller, I wish to ask why such 'adverse' reaction to God?
I am aware that in your society (not a judgement), it might be not 'cool' for one to deem his life closely connected with God but all I wish to say is that God is not always what our society portrays Him to be.
It is our place in life, connection to nature of it, security of existence of now and hope for the future that I wish that you for youself, at your age, consider God to be, atleast, a possible reality and to give Him a chance. Nothing more.
You see, it is a modern development that scientific community 'considers' idea of God to be a 'cave mans' view of natural processes. All of the great minds, and indeed what one may call Fathers and Mothers of modern science, have believed in God. That did not constrict them in making great discoveries in the field of their specialisation. If you wish to admit the difference between Fathers and Mothers of science (scientist Theists of the past) and sons and daughters (atheist scients of today) is, apart from clear view of God, the actuall FAILURE to produce any new laws of science and indeed base their life in re-working the works of Great Minds.
I might be missing the point completely, but I do not wish you to base your all life on some scientific postulate for the sake of it, when the same scientific postulate proves that all the hypotesis of our time are actually very close in area of mathematical (scientific) chance.
Friend, I am not, never, against science. It is a great tool by which the human kind is developing the thought and indeed life.
I believe that science is from God, thus she is a good thing, because from God nothing bad comes. But as everything else in our lives if we separate the tool of God from God we are creating new gods. The fact is that science herself, not degrading her but trying to explain, has not improved our lives. I mean, we might be driving better cars (and God have mercy on me, I loooove a good car); or we might be going into space or whatever else, but ARE YOU AS A HUMAN BEING really HAPPY?
I will make an assumption, about you, and if I am mistaken forgive me (if I am mistaken try to imagine hundreds of thousands of other people of your age).
You are studying what you dont like so you can get a job that you will hate in order to buy the things that you do not need, the things that will NOT make you happy, or will do so for a very, very short time. It is like a computer game that at the start makes you happy and then... it doesnt. These are the lives of us. Chasing the uncatchable. Looking for invisable. Hoping for unthinkable.
This is where God comes in. Only when you expirience the empty spaces of our life you might realise that those mathematical odds for existance of Gos are not that small... and that in the end they do not matter.
I hope for the best for youm whatever it might be.
*empirical mind is good, Einstein, Newton, Pascale and others had it... and in with it they reached God.
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