I am new to any religious faith as my family are not of any religion. However I was christened as a baby. I really wanted to accept Jesus in my heart, but I felt the only way I could do so was for him to show himself to me. I have heard many people say if I pray to Jesus he will answer my prayers. So last night I prayed to Jesus to show himself to me or to show me heaven and hell.
After I had said my prayer I went to sleep. Now this is where I think my prayer was answered, I don't think Jesus wanted to show himself to me that easily, Instead I think I was being tested.
I started to dream as I would normally however after I had dreamt, I found my self in a state between the dream world and the real world. It's hard to explain but it was like I had awareness and emotions that I would normally, but I couldn't speak or move.
Then this is where the sense of fear started to get so overwhelming, I knew something was coming towards me. I could hear footsteps as it was charging towards me. At first I thought it was Jesus coming, however I then got a sense of a presence that made me feel cold, and it was like a electric current going through my body.
Then it felt like my covers off my bed had lifted up, and then all of a sudden I felt a pressure on my chest and I felt like I was being chocked. I couldn't breve and where I was being chocked around my neck, I felt a burning sensation. I then heard a voice, it was a deep voice and it sounded evil. Now this is where it get's strange but it was like what it was saying to me wasn't a language of this world....but for some reason I knew it meant "Do not follow the Lord". And it kept on repeating this to me.
I tried to resist by struggling, but I couldn't so I then tried to cry out for help, but I couldn't. I then manage to say Jesus protect me, then whatever the presence was disappeared.
It was the most terrifying experience I have felt.
Does anyone know what this means?
After I had said my prayer I went to sleep. Now this is where I think my prayer was answered, I don't think Jesus wanted to show himself to me that easily, Instead I think I was being tested.
I started to dream as I would normally however after I had dreamt, I found my self in a state between the dream world and the real world. It's hard to explain but it was like I had awareness and emotions that I would normally, but I couldn't speak or move.
Then this is where the sense of fear started to get so overwhelming, I knew something was coming towards me. I could hear footsteps as it was charging towards me. At first I thought it was Jesus coming, however I then got a sense of a presence that made me feel cold, and it was like a electric current going through my body.
Then it felt like my covers off my bed had lifted up, and then all of a sudden I felt a pressure on my chest and I felt like I was being chocked. I couldn't breve and where I was being chocked around my neck, I felt a burning sensation. I then heard a voice, it was a deep voice and it sounded evil. Now this is where it get's strange but it was like what it was saying to me wasn't a language of this world....but for some reason I knew it meant "Do not follow the Lord". And it kept on repeating this to me.
I tried to resist by struggling, but I couldn't so I then tried to cry out for help, but I couldn't. I then manage to say Jesus protect me, then whatever the presence was disappeared.
It was the most terrifying experience I have felt.
Does anyone know what this means?