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In the name of F'n Oden! I've heard this before. Ugh, it answers questions a Christian would have not someone who doesn't know whether to believe in a possibly false god!

OK, DBSE.
Try this.

Your way isn't working.
You have clearly communicated that.

You have tried the other ways.
They don't work either.

We're here to tell you that Jesus' way does work.

I'm not here to prove Him.
I am only here to proclaim Him.
And...that I have done.
 
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Alright . . . well I have a lot of people to answer . . .

Zeena: If "god" loves me so much why does it claim I go to hell when I die. What peace can this Jesus offer me?

The ability to Forgive. It's a powerful thing, really. I could not describe it, and the freedom it offers.

Do you remember the first time you drove your own car, what freedom it offered you, you could go anywhere you wanted. Just jump in the car and go. But to describe that freedom to someone that has never driven, the words fail you.

The same holds true for the ability to Forgive. It's pure freedom.

I not only seek reason but answers . . . I know this is such a common thing by non-believers but I cannot settle for the answers handed to me by any religion it seems.

That can be the perception of it, and I can respect that.

Either way I have so many questions, and it's not proof I seek. It's explanation.

Well, what are your questions?

You tell me to open my heart to your God and your Jesus but I'm not even sure there is a God or Jesus. You make it sound easy too just throw doubt out the window and accept this religion and the answers it provides. But I've never done anything like that in my life. I've never dove in with faith, I've never gone with it because it tells me ONLY what it tells me. I have to much curiosity for that. And no matter what I question. You place a green apple in my face and say it is green, I will question that, but because I too see the apple as green I will continue to believe it's green because I have nothing to disprove that fact. Of course I will question it no matter what because it's in my nature.

I have always found this funny, when I was younger, someone once told me, "Nothing ends our questions, we just end up asking different questions" Domonick C.

They died because they believed in something. And they died for their beliefs. Dieing for what you believe is an admirable way to die. You die with honor, confidence, and most of all with courage. But wait, don't those terrible Muslims die for that exact cause? Why is the fact that a young girl can die for Jesus and be viewed as a noble human-being but a terrorist despite the violence and murder in death is seen as evil for in such a sense the same cause.

The two examples have nothing in common.

The Muslim that loads himself with explosives, is not dying for his cause, he is killing for his cause (He is just another casualty in the Holy War of his religion). The little child, does not go forth and kill in the name of Jesus.

What is good and evil? How do we know it exists? Why are we judged through a life in which we were granted free will?

The ability to freely make a choice (free will) does not mean immunity from the consequences of said choice.

Why should I make the right choices if I am going to end up in the exact same position as a murderer? DEAD!!!!

Well there is some validity there, but, when it comes to the matters of life, it's not the end of trip that matters, it's the journey and what you do along the trip. The end of the Trip, is just a destination, the traveling, that is the adventure. I would have to say, too many people put too much importance on where they are going, and not enough appreciation of what they can do long the way.

Yes, we all Die, But how many of us, Truly Live.

Why have a heaven and hell?

Great Question. We are Gods Creation, as such, when we finish our time here on this world, we go to be with God.

God when we are before him, returns our love or our rejection.

We live and die, why make these choices to go here if we are all bound to die?

Why eat? Why Sleep, when the end is death? Why derive pleasure from Music, Sex, or what we own, when the end is death?

Because the truth is, Our time here, is the important part, not where we came from, or where we are going, but what we are doing in the meantime.

I believe I answered this above, so I am not going to say the same thing over and over again.

Why not go to the same place? Why justice in death?

Answered above.

A murderer dies that doesn't bring the murdered back to life.

But, it does stop that person from killing another. We may not be able to save the victim, but we try to prevent anyone else from falling prey.

Speaking of murder and death, why is it seen as such a terrible thing. It's inevitable!

To Murder, is to seal a life from this world, to rob others of the joy and pleasure of knowing that person. To deny them, their journey.

Whether I am shot in the head or die of old age it should make no difference. Yeah, yeah. "What avowal does one have to end another?"

What about being shot in the head at a young age?

Sure one has no avowal but what avowal do I have to live? To succeed and make the most of a life which will end no matter what and what I did and who I was becomes no more than a memory, with the exception of helping or destroying millions of lives, but those lives inevitably end as well. Maybe I need to come to terms with life and live the way I feel suits ME.

Our lives are not based on how much money we have, how much what ever we have done, etc.

You know, an atheist , DanHalen, in tiese forums, gave me the best example of life from a non-religious perspective of life and what it means.

Not what I am told suits me. Maybe I just need to find what makes me happy.

That is a Good place to start.

Whether I cure cancer or slit throats isn't the ultimate goal in the human agenda to be during and with the time we are given?

Well, if you slit throats, then there are going to be a whole groups of other humans out to severely limit your freedom to enjoy the life you have, and depending on where they get you, how much time you have left to not enjoy the life you have.

What am I thinking? I'm still not content. Because the problem lies in that very statement. I was wrote off, I was shouted the praises of Jesus, and I was judged.

Huh?

I know I missed something here....

I was judged while being wrote off, because my original post had such controversy it was judged as edgy and slightly vulgar, you must look deep into the words too see that.

I liked it, it was straightforward, and very open. A great introduction.

I guess in a way I did judge it, but that is human to judge everything, for it's worth and merits. To condemn is something else.

I was shouted the praises of Jesus F'n Christ! SHOUTED! I was told Jesus loved me, yet these people do not realize I am not a believer!

Ok once again I am confused now.

Who thought you were a believer in Christ by your OP?

Like I've stated, if this God and his Son love me . . . if this Hell really does exist would I be included it it's accommodation's?

The answer to that, would have be, "I am not sure".

You see, God will wait for you, and allow you to reject him, all the time of your life, but if you reject him unto death, then God only returns your rejection. However, if God does forgive you, or make an accommodation for you, then that is between you and God. Personally not something I would place hope into, that God will make a special allowance for anyone, but God will do as God will do.

I was thrown words of Jesus Love . . . not offered.

Thrown?

And everybody judged me. We all judge, it's in our nature. No matter what we are all judging and being judged.

Humans by nature judge all things, in the matter you are discussion, as in it is not "our place to judge" is, we have no authority to say if you will go to Heaven or Hell.

You view everyone as beautiful, kind (whether they are misguided is another story), and wonderful human-beings. I view everyone as a disease. Useless, disgusting, greedy, selfish, weak, ungrateful and absolute filth. Nothing makes me more sick to my stomach than this earth and the human beings who leach off of it.

That might be a byproduct of Belief system, or faith as it stands.

We are not of this world . . . we are in it. This organism will breed and survive no matter what. Yes this is a misanthropist view. But it's the greatest tool I have ever come to understand. I live my live with distrust and hate, always on guard never caught with my hands down. And each time I am attacked my lack of distrust and indifference grows making me stronger. So we are always judged and always judging. Whether the judgment is negative or positive it's always happening. You the optimist judges, I the misanthropist judges. I probably leave you and many other readers confused. If I am happy with the way I live my life why do I not just continue to live it? Because I still seek answers. I seek reason. That's the best I can explain it . . .

Well, I for one, would say, you remind me of myself about 10 years ago.

But then again, I have no idea how old you are, but it's not he age that is the issue here, it is the mentality.

The power to Forgive, is amazing. The grace of Love and Hope, are just beyond words sometimes.

Being able to let go of pain, let go of distrust, to be able to be free, and alive to enjoy the time we have. It's freedom, it's power. It's really something I can not explain well at all.

And I am sorry to inform you but you are no friend of mine and neither am I. You're human. A friendship cannot be built over the internet.

I am inclined to disagree with you, because personal expirence in my life as proven otherwise.

The few people I trust had to prove themselves in ways no others could not. And too this day I never turn my back on anyone. Even to the men who'd die by my side.

That is because you have not found a way to be free, to be liberated from your own chains and restrictions that you have placed upon yourself.

In the name of F'n Oden! I've heard this before. Ugh, it answers questions a Christian would have not someone who doesn't know whether to believe in a possibly false god!

Well, what would you like for us to say to you?

What is it you desire?

God Bless

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Don't expect not to get 'Christian' answers, this is a Christian message board after all. If you don't care for them, please just ignore them. /end Mod. moment ;)

Why am I a Christian? Because I believe to my very core there is a Creater who created me to have a relationship with Him. I know that He loves me beyond anything I could think of and I do love Him. He is my God and He is the one I choose to worship. Why? Because He was the one who sent His son down to die so I could be free. He told His people He would never leave them and I believe that. He is a God who offers me truth and peace, what other god does?
 
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Zeena: If "god" loves me so much why does it claim I go to hell when I die.
Who says you're going to hell when you die? It's only unbelievers who are judged when they die, you may very well convert before you die! :)

Hell was not made with mankind in mind! It was made ready for the angels who rebelled and left thier estate.

In giving mankind the liberty to chose, God also included the liberty to chose NOT..

DBSE said:
What peace can this Jesus offer me?

COMPLETE rest, utter dependancy on a CAPABLE God who will Live in and through you as you yeild to Him for Life!

I not only seek reason but answers . . .
The only answer is Jesus!

I know this is such a common thing by non-believers but I cannot settle for the answers handed to me by any religion it seems.
Can you settle for the answers given as evidence by evolutionary theories dreamed up by men?

I do not say this in a demeaning manner, to say the least.. But rather, in Light of the evidences we do or do not have, such as irreducable complexity, something coming from nothing [AGenesis], and thier supposed GAP theory as pertains to the lack of fossils proving mutation, can you really, truly place your faith in this?

And then, as you can see in the Genesis forums, atheiest ask us to furnish proof, when they have provided none to back thier own faith..

Either way, it's a leap of faith..

DBSE said:
All these religions are towed by questions.
There's nothing wrong with questions, but there is ssomething dreadfully wrong within the heart of man..
It's the motive to the questions God looks at..

DBSE said:
The only one that is straight forward would seem to Be Nihilism that's not even a religion though. Either way I have so many questions, and it's not proof I seek. It's explanation.
Do you really hate yourself that much to wish for non-existance?
If so, you're ready for Jesus! :D
Luke 14:26
If any man come to me, and hate not his father, and mother, and wife, and children, and brethren, and sisters, yea, and his own life also, he cannot be my disciple.
It's out of our incapacity for life that we find an all encompassing God with open arms!

He Loves you
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I didn't try any other ways, I'm looking into different ways and I want reason this is the way. Not because some book tells me too, I want to know honestly and truthfully . . . why are you a Christian? What makes you believe Jesus besides a book claims so.

A concrete answer to the question "Why?":

I have been where you are.
It wasn't working.

I was presented with a Way that they said would work.
Jesus' way.

I tried it.
It works.

Personal Testimony in 6 short sentences. ;)
 
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There are only two ways one can go: Toward God or away from God.

If God represents: Holiness, Goodness, Love, Peace, Joy, Trustworthiness, Forgiveness, Mercy, Hope, then those who venture toward God will find those qualities in themselves.

To venture way from God will get you the opposite: Hate, Anger, Bitterness, Unrest, Distrust, Despair, Sadness.

Which way do you feel you are going?

To echo the words of John Lennon:

"All we are saying is give peace a chance"

Are you willing to come to God an allow Him to make the changes that will make a difference in your life, or are you content to continue to live in the place you are?

Your choice.
 
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I'm 16 years old and I have more hate and anger in me than most 16 years old should, would, and could have in a lifetime. I am your mean, vile, disgusting, vulgar, [bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse]ed, arrogant, ignorant, stubborn, and hated, seething misanthropist to name a few things about me. I have vices. Many of them. I love heavy metal. Lamb of God, Eyehategod, Outlaw Order, Mastodon, Gojira, Slayer, Pantera, Weedeater, Strapping Young Lad and Gwar are just few of my favorite bands. As stated I'm mean, hateful, angry, and a freak. But I'm also confused as s***. If there really is a hell not only would I go to it I'd be driving the bus.​


HI DBSE:wave:

Well , if you would be driving the bus, I would be riding shotgun!

I used to be very much like you. I was very confused and unhappy in my youth. I was a real bonafide hippie. I did almost every drug you can imagine, was fairly promiscuous, and just went my own way as a rebel for many years. I loved and still do Ozzy Osbourne, who I am sure you have heard of. Prince of Darkness himself! LOL
I was never happy and always had many problems. I never had peace of mind or real happiness until I gave myself over to Jesus.

I am a recent convert to Christianity. I spent 30 years as a practicing Buddhist. Before and in between my Buddhist practice I was a Scientologist, an Anada Marga follower (Hindu), follower of Religio Romana, a Kemetic (follower of Ancient Egyptian religion) and now finally a Christian.

I have researched and studied Jewish midrash, read the Tibetan Book of the Dead, The Secret of the Golden Flower, The Egyptian Book of Coming Forth by Day (Book of the Dead), and on and on ad infinitum. Nothing I ever practiced or studied is as powerful as Christianity. I am the last person I thought would ever become a Christian.

I converted because, to make a very long story short, one night I prayed to God and asked him what he wanted me to do. In a voice as clear as a bell he said to me, "Go to my Son." Since I was speaking to the One and only Creator God, I rightly assumed that he meant Jesus. I was baptized on the 7th of January this year.

I asked God this question out of gratitude for answering my prayers with positive physical, material, and spiritual phenomena. I never really expected this phenomena but as I continued to pray again and again, blessings started to appear and big and little miracles started to happen. Physical healing, financial well-being and many other blessings manifested. I, therefore, was so grateful that I said to God I submit myself to you do with me what you will and direct me where you want me to go. I already told you the answer to that one.


But I don't know what to believe. I've looked into many different religions. Satanism, Buddhism, Nihilism (so far my personal favorite) etc, etc. The range is far because I'm not close-minded about religion especially when I am curious. I've looked into many of them because I personally think we as humans must have something to believe in. I've found favorite aspects of some religions, I've even talked to the people who follow these religions to get a better insight. One religion I have yet to implore guidance of would be Christianity. Why? Because of my . . . relationship with Christianity. It's rocky, very rocky. But I surrender, give me a reason to favor Christ (I'm sure I'll share my views on Christianity the more this topic progresses.) give me a reason why I should throw away my current lifestyle to praise a Lord I highly doubt? WHY WHY WHY?!?!?!?! Sell me, sheep.

Don't surrender to us, surrender to Jesus and meditate upon God. You don't have to change or give up anything. I would just say "God, I am yours, save me." I am certain that God will make himself known to you in his time. I would also try to find a church that is fairly moderate. I belong to the Anglican church and it suits me well. I love the rites and the whole doctrine of the church. I am sure you will find the right place where you will feel comfortable and fit in, I did. This will give you the opportunity to learn about God and what we are all so excited about.

The important thing is to have faith and trust God don't get so hung up on the theology that you miss the point of faith altogether.

I hope this helps and if you have any questions, personal or biblical, I would be happy to answer them if possible or direct you to someone or something that can.

Blessings, Fortuna:hug:
 
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This one is and oldie, but a goodie.

If you live as a Christian and there is no God, then you have lost nothing. You end up the same.
If you live as a Christian and there is a God, then you have won everything.

That's my bit of reasoning.

BTW, there are several thrash-rock Christian bands, too. You don't have to give up your music, just change the channel.
 
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This one is and oldie, but a goodie.

If you live as a Christian and there is no God, then you have lost nothing. You end up the same.
If you live as a Christian and there is a God, then you have won everything.

That's my bit of reasoning.
It's called Pascal's wager. The problem is that it assumes there is only one possible God to follow. The reality is that if one assumes that God exists, one still has to decide which of the many discriptions of him (Christian, Jewish, Islamic, Hindu, whatever,...) one is going to follow.
 
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Nope, nope, nope. It's all the same, all these religions are the same. I don't care. I feel sooooooooooooo foolish for worrying. Why do I care. Just live my life. I don't need a [wash my mouth][wash my mouth][wash my mouth][wash my mouth]in' book! I don't need rules and I especially don't need to make excuses every time I do something taboo. It wasn't the devil or his temptation it was me doing what I did because I felt like it. I did it and no matter what it's did and done. No prayer can cleanse me, the only thing that can cleanse me is my resiliency. I F***ed up . . . I need to deal with it, I just make sure it doesn't happen again. I don't need to worry about heaven or hell. I die wherever fate brings me or wherever we go so be it. I don't need a book, a god, a church, the only thing I need is what makes me happy. It's all the same, religion isn't for me nor will it ever be. So take your crosses, prayers, and bibles and offer them to someone else . . . I don't want them nor will I ever.

Now if you'll excuse me . . . I'm on my way to Barnes and Nobles to go put the religious books in fiction.
 
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It's called Pascal's wager. The problem is that it assumes there is only one possible God to follow. The reality is that if one assumes that God exists, one still has to decide which of the many discriptions of him (Christian, Jewish, Islamic, Hindu, whatever,...) one is going to follow.

The Ideal of Pascals Wager is.

You place what you believe on the table, it's all in.

I place what I believe on the table, it's all in.

We are the only two players, because, it does not matter what other beliefs are there, the only thing that matters is what you believe and what I believe.

Unless you are a believer of Islam or what ever, then it is not on the table, all that is here, is what you believe and what I believe.

Our two respective religions, or faiths, or paths of life, are the only things being bet on. Nothing else matters at this point. This is the final hand, the end game, last cards dealt at the table, for today we die.

Then the Cards are dealt.

If I Loose, no true loss on my part, I lived a good life, and my faith gave me the ability to rise above odds that I the man did not believe I could overcome. My faith gave me reassurance, and continual love and support. I die, I become dirt, the game is over. I still have lost nothing in my life. I have only gained a good life.

If I win, then Heaven awaits me, I have eternal love and grace from God, I still had a good life, and all that, and now I will have a blessed eternity.

So, what do you believe?

Does your faith, offer you the same winning hand as mine, because, in the end, I win, no matter what the cards say.

That is pascals wager, other religions, do not matter, all that matters is what you believe, and what I believe.

If you want to go follow Islam, then do so, then you can bring it to the table, or follow Hindu, or what ever, only then you can bring one of them to the table, the one that you have put your faith into.

But, what do any of them matter, if you do not believe them. If you do not have faith or follow them, they might as well be just be abstract words in a dictionary, as they hold no weight in this wager.

You and I, are the only ones that matter, our bet, our faith, our eternity. We place only what we have at the table.

What do you bring?

God Bless

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The Ideal of Pascals Wager is.

You place what you believe on the table, it's all in.

I place what I believe on the table, it's all in.

We are the only two players, because, it does not matter what other beliefs are there, the only thing that matters is what you believe and what I believe.

Unless you are a believer of Islam or what ever, then it is not on the table, all that is here, is what you believe and what I believe.

Our two respective religions, or faiths, or paths of life, are the only things being bet on. Nothing else matters at this point. This is the final hand, the end game, last cards dealt at the table, for today we die.

Then the Cards are dealt.

If I Loose, no true loss on my part, I lived a good life, and my faith gave me the ability to rise above odds that I the man did not believe I could overcome. My faith gave me reassurance, and continual love and support. I die, I become dirt, the game is over. I still have lost nothing in my life. I have only gained a good life.

If I win, then Heaven awaits me, I have eternal love and grace from God, I still had a good life, and all that, and now I will have a blessed eternity.

So, what do you believe?

Does your faith, offer you the same winning hand as mine, because, in the end, I win, no matter what the cards say.

That is pascals wager, other religions, do not matter, all that matters is what you believe, and what I believe.

If you want to go follow Islam, then do so, then you can bring it to the table, or follow Hindu, or what ever, only then you can bring one of them to the table, the one that you have put your faith into.

But, what do any of them matter, if you do not believe them. If you do not have faith or follow them, they might as well be just be abstract words in a dictionary, as they hold no weight in this wager.

You and I, are the only ones that matter, our bet, our faith, our eternity. We place only what we have at the table.

What do you bring?

God Bless

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I hope we don't get sprung for debating, but I would like to explore what you just said.
If the 'pot' in Pascal's wager is (as is usually portrayed) simply about the afterlife, and the 'cards' are random (ie we really don't know the answer), then the chances are we are both wrong, so it's effectively a draw in most cases. The atheist has no chance of 'winning', the Christian has a small chance of 'winning'. The Muslim has a small chance of 'winning', etc. Unless, of course, the Universalist is right, in which case everybody wins. So you could suggest that the atheist might as well pick a religion - any religion. But what if there is a religion out there that (say) says everybody except Christians goes to heaven.... Maybe one should join a group with very exclusive claims, because one would still be covered in the event that the less exclusive group is right - eg if you pit a Liberal Anglican against a Closed Brethern position, one should join the Brethren because if the Anglican is correct you still "win". Perhaps I should invent a religion where only I go to heaven (but that might be a bit boring here and in the afterlife).

If you throw in the benefits now you change the rules substantially. I agree with you that Christianity does bring large benefits now, but the atheist is unlikely to percieve it that way, particularly if his encounters with Christianity have given the impression of a rules-based, puritanical faith rather than a joyous one based on freedom. What you "bring to the pot" (as you put it) is only of value if your gambling partner recognises its value.
 
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Nope, nope, nope. It's all the same, all these religions are the same. I don't care. I feel sooooooooooooo foolish for worrying. Why do I care. Just live my life. I don't need a [wash my mouth][wash my mouth][wash my mouth][wash my mouth]in' book! I don't need rules and I especially don't need to make excuses every time I do something taboo. It wasn't the devil or his temptation it was me doing what I did because I felt like it. I did it and no matter what it's did and done. No prayer can cleanse me, the only thing that can cleanse me is my resiliency. I F***ed up . . . I need to deal with it, I just make sure it doesn't happen again. I don't need to worry about heaven or hell. I die wherever fate brings me or wherever we go so be it. I don't need a book, a god, a church, the only thing I need is what makes me happy. It's all the same, religion isn't for me nor will it ever be. So take your crosses, prayers, and bibles and offer them to someone else . . . I don't want them nor will I ever.

Now if you'll excuse me . . . I'm on my way to Barnes and Nobles to go put the religious books in fiction.


So just like that.

You sure don't know what you are missing. You are only 16 and already you have written God off. Did you even give Him a chance?

Well, see how your life turns out in the next few years, I hope that you find the happiness you seek. Been there and done that. And I just want to let you know, for what it's worth, that if you ever want to repent and believe in God, He is there.

I remember in the time of my rebellion I over heard in a store some guy say something like, "There is no better high than Jesus." Now I've been high before, drunk and in all kinds of alternate states and I had no idea what he was talking about, so I kinda smirked at his remark.

I didn't know some short time later I'd hit rock bottom in my life. But without any particular reason, I called out to God in my despair and porued out my heart to a God I wasn't even sure existed, yet I had nothing to lose.

What happened next is beyiond my comprehension, for I was overwhelmed with what I can only describe as pure love. It was as if God was telling me that He forgave me and loves me and accepted me. I've never felt anything like it in my life. It was as if everything was washed clean inside me. It was nothing I did that could generate this, for I didn't know what hit me. All I know is that God was real to me in that moment and ever since.

Now I knew what that guy meant when he said that Jesus was the best high. (I found out later that the guy used to be a coke dealer).

But you run along now and play with the world. Just remember, that God is waiting.
 
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