I thinking about ending everything

[Katie7725]

I will continue to pray I guess, cant hurt i guess.

 

[porterross]

It will help. He hears you and many here are praying for you as well, even if we haven't said so for a couple of days.
See how He works? You can't really believe He hasn't heard you.

 

[porterross]

***i was a repeatin' myself, but not on purpose like***

 

[Katie7725]

I think I am going to pray to each God and religion that has ever been on this earth in the hopes of maybe finding the true one.

 

[madison1101]

I think I am going to pray to each God and religion that has ever been on this earth in the hopes of maybe finding the true one.

Be aware that Satan is a live and well and living on Earth, seeking to deceive people into believing what he wants people to believe, drawing people away from Christ and the Truth of God's Word.

The Bible is God's love letter to mankind. Christ died to allow us access to the Father.

Every other religion has a leader with a grave that has his rotting bones in it, except Christ's. Christ rose from the grave to give us victory of spiritual death.

 

[Katie7725]

well not all of them, Judaism worships God and thats alive and well, Islam worships Allah and the profit Muhammad, and Jesus is actually in the Quran believe it or not. Buddhism is a very peaceful and loving religion, I guess Satan has turned into a softy. I am agnostic, I was just being sarcastic. I will continue to pray to God just for the sake of maybe getting an answer. But truthfully I am happy being an agnostic right now and god didn't help me with my depression my therapist did. He showed me the truth not god. I appreciate the help and kindness you showed. In the end I am not depressed anymore so all is good.

 

[AWorkInProgress]

well not all of them, Judaism worships God and thats alive and well, Islam worships Allah and the profit Muhammad, and Jesus is actually in the Quran believe it or not. Buddhism is a very peaceful and loving religion, I guess Satan has turned into a softy. I am agnostic, I was just being sarcastic. I will continue to pray to God just for the sake of maybe getting an answer. But truthfully I am happy being an agnostic right now and god didn't help me with my depression my therapist did. He showed me the truth not god. I appreciate the help and kindness you showed. In the end I am not depressed anymore so all is good.

Believe or not, he is watching over you. You do not see it now, but couple of years down the road. Going be lot of areas in your life like this one where it seem to be over, yet you are brought back to a new beginning.

With everything going, don't let the limitations of people's understanding about our Lord and God force you to stray.

Anycase I am glad to hear your back on your feet. You are very strong, just have to believe it.

 

[Katie7725]

don't need him years from now, needed him about a month ago

 

[MrFreshdew]

its not about us its about Jesus -watt does Jesus want? ever wonder watt He might need? maybe thoughts of Him everyday

 

[heavb30]

Don't give up.

 

[Katie7725]

why are you guys not just happy for me, I found what I needed. Just because my solution was different than yours doesn't make mine less valid or good.

 

[AWorkInProgress]

why are you guys not just happy for me, I found what I needed. Just because my solution was different than yours doesn't make mine less valid or good.

Katie,

We are happy for you, specially that you are not going to end it all. Every life is a gift from God, including yours.

What we trying to share with you or help influence you to look for that relationship with our Lord. I am sure with being Bi-sexual that you feel out of place, but I could easily make an arguement showing how God loves all his children.

We can not force you to believe. We can show you the door, but only you can walk thru it.

Luke 6:46-49
Building on a Solid Foundation

46 “So why do you keep calling me ‘Lord, Lord!’ when you don’t do what I say? 47 I will show you what it’s like when someone comes to me, listens to my teaching, and then follows it. 48 It is like a person building a house who digs deep and lays the foundation on solid rock. When the floodwaters rise and break against that house, it stands firm because it is well built. 49 But anyone who hears and doesn’t obey is like a person who builds a house without a foundation. When the floods sweep down against that house, it will collapse into a heap of ruins.”

My life never made sense and seemed like I could never make it. I drown myself in my own pleasures played out my dreams in a box. I gave up on women all together, but the impossible happened. I met a female gamer and persue a relationship that would not work. When I met her in real life, great couple of days. She was so talented yet here I was with no skills. Relationship ended not long after I came back from Canada. I finally said I am tired of this empty existance and started to persue my faith.

Today thanks to help of 2 prophets, healing ministry, and the wisdom shared by another man on how he saught after faith. I became a believer in January and my life is in transition between my past of living on sand to solid rock of Jesus' teachings. I have seen some amazing things happen in my life and today I have greator understanding of myself and world around me. I found that I have ADD, and many dysfunctions I picked up from world drowning in sin. Each day is better than the next.

Faith does not bring you down or make you dumb. It opens your eyes and makes you whole. It is a journey of constant self improvement imo.

I wish I could share this with you, but I learned from my own mistakes. I can't force it apond you, only you can let our Lord into your heart.

Anycase we will be here for you need support again.

May God bless you.

 

[madison1101]

well not all of them, Judaism worships God and thats alive and well, Islam worships Allah and the profit Muhammad, and Jesus is actually in the Quran believe it or not. Buddhism is a very peaceful and loving religion, I guess Satan has turned into a softy. I am agnostic, I was just being sarcastic. I will continue to pray to God just for the sake of maybe getting an answer. But truthfully I am happy being an agnostic right now and god didn't help me with my depression my therapist did. He showed me the truth not god. I appreciate the help and kindness you showed. In the end I am not depressed anymore so all is good.

Is it possible that God provided you with a good therapist to help you with your emotional issues? God works through my therapist all the time. I pray before I go to therapy, and I have a friend who also prays for my therapist. In therapy, I do a lot of hard work and I am blessed immensely in the process. I believe that God works through the people in our lives, and I am blessed with a lot of wonderful people who love me and care about me, and help me grow.

Hugs,
Trish

 

[Katie7725]

maybe, i don't know, maybe Zeus did, how can I ever know.

 

[snail]

Hi Katie

How ya doing today?

Dave

 

[Katie7725]

I'm doing awesome!

 

[Katie7725]

In the words of Tupac "I'm stayin high all da time"

 

[Johnnz]

Indeed how do you know who it was? That is why Jesus arrived amongst us, to help us recognise the good God who is there for us constantly, even when we don't know that He is or even who he is. Jesus was God's best explanation of God and how we can discover him.

John
NZ

 

[Katie7725]

The same God that commanded King David to slaughter and butcher women and children? He must of had a change of heart.

 

[Katie7725]

Like I told some people when I first joined I did plan on reading the bible. So far a lot of what I have read has disgusted me, and I am almost done with the old testament