- Jun 13, 2004
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So...I have anxiety issues...and some depression issues...Issues which I thought had been dealt with a few months ago. I've been dealing with them for over five years and should know better (heck, I'm a psychology major). I know these things just don't "get dealt with" and then suddenly go away. It's a life long thing. But now I've begun to drink to take away the anxiety. It helps, it really does. I'm not getting plastered or anything, just a couple shots every couple days. But I know it's alcoholism because it's self-medication. It's this horrific desire pulling me to where I know I shouldn't go, towards that bottle. I finished the only bottle of gin I had to myself. And with it gone, I don't drink, since I'm underage and can't get it without asking someone else, something I'm loathe to do. But an alcoholic doesn't need to have a drink in hand to be an alcoholic. There's still that terrible pull...and I don't know what to do.