I really need an accountability partner

[Goire]

All my life since the age of 5,6 or 7 I was introduced to sexual things by my neighbor and did some horrible things. I did some worse sexual things with even my sister. As I keep growing, I loved watching movies with sexual content and stop for a while. All throughout middle school to high school and even college pornography and murstibation has been my way of life. I really want change from this addiction. I know many things has contributed to this issue but I feel trapped....only Jesus Christ is able to heal and deliver me. I really want an accountability partner who is filled with the Holy Spirit and has overcome this problem or someone else who is still struggling as well to keep each other accountable. Please reply back and let get connected.

 

[Dave-W]

You have my prayers. Childhood abuse is SO devastating.

I have given you some "likes" so you can sooner talk to someone via private message (I think you need 20 posts and 5 or 10 "likes").

 

[TNF_13]

I would highly recommend getting plugged into a non-profit that specializes in helping sexual abuse survivors. They can give you great resources, like support groups, mental health resources (including a therapist, if you feel that is right for you), and just really help address the specifics of your situation.

I have a splash page of resources:
Help For Adult Victims

I would also mention, if you live in or near Minnesota, the Jacob Wetterling Resource Center:
Victim Assistance - Gundersen Health System

Sexual abuse can indeed be devastating, but it does not have to have control over your life. Many survivors can find healing in being plugged into community. I know I did.

 

[SamanthaMathis]

Its good you are getting your emotions and experiences out there. No need to be shy, I have met others with similar experiences. It is good you are reaching out, if you ever need to talk, let me know