Anyone who's been where you are would know not to minimize your pain. But there is One greater than your pain, and as you said, there is your little girl. She has a whole future awaiting her, and needs a daddy who's whole and healthy to teach her about Jesus, about life. All the milestones that lie ahead for her, and yes, the heartache that life can hold. I cannot imagine all that without my dad, he was always my rock, I could always count on him until he died at an old age. He was my model for my heavenly Father, it is easy for me to think of God as loving and kind, cuz my earthly dad was. I pray that you focus everything on your daughter for now, and that in the meantime press into the LORD and that He will meet you in your pain and despair. May He fill you with life and love and hope thru His Holy Spirit. Please meet with other believers, it is imperative to your growth and wellness, you will find much love and support. Keep us posted, God bless you.
in Him, Leslie